I know what you are saying. I know I probably should have gotten out of the town I lived in a long time ago, but things were not right. Plus it is not only me, I had my husband and son(s) to consider too. And you always think you can make it better where you are too. And sometimes you can, and things do get better, and sometimes that is only temporary. But there will be a point when you know it is right, and it won't be anything else anyone says, it will be completely you and what you feel inside. You just keep doing what you are doing screw what other people think. Everyone else wants to run your life and tell you what you should and should not do but can't run their own. It takes time. It took me 34 years and a lot of fuck ups and mistakes to start to get it right, and I am still FAR from being where I really want to be or should be. I also have this eternal pessimist that always says if things are going too well then there is something around the corner that is going to fuck it up soon enough. I have learned how to get though those fuck ups a lot faster now though. Love you
I';m working on knowing who I am and being who I am so that when I move, I'll be ready. It's the first time I've allowed myself to be who I am (whoever the hell that is) so it's weird for me.
I know I probably should have gotten out of the town I lived in a long time ago, but things were not right. Plus it is not only me, I had my husband and son(s) to consider too. And you always think you can make it better where you are too. And sometimes you can, and things do get better, and sometimes that is only temporary. But there will be a point when you know it is right, and it won't be anything else anyone says, it will be completely you and what you feel inside. You just keep doing what you are doing screw what other people think. Everyone else wants to run your life and tell you what you should and should not do but can't run their own.
It takes time. It took me 34 years and a lot of fuck ups and mistakes to start to get it right, and I am still FAR from being where I really want to be or should be. I also have this eternal pessimist that always says if things are going too well then there is something around the corner that is going to fuck it up soon enough. I have learned how to get though those fuck ups a lot faster now though.
Love you
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