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I'm really just updating to list this song I'm listening to as my current music...I'm really impressed with it. It makes me cry.
So...John (teh boifrend) has 2 kids, and he misses them a lot. We were watching a movie yesterday with a baby boy in it, and John actually started crying because he was missing his son (his son is 1 1/2 and his daughter is 2). As far as custo9dy situations go, he's not as fucked as my friend Cindy, he gets to see his kids every other day or so...but it's probably really hard to go from having them living with him in his house to having them live with their mom and only getting to see them every other day or so.
It breaks my heart. I wish I could do something, you know? Fix it. But I know I can't. :(
Ahh, trusty music, saying everything I can't.
"Pieces" by Sum 41
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
So...John (teh boifrend) has 2 kids, and he misses them a lot. We were watching a movie yesterday with a baby boy in it, and John actually started crying because he was missing his son (his son is 1 1/2 and his daughter is 2). As far as custo9dy situations go, he's not as fucked as my friend Cindy, he gets to see his kids every other day or so...but it's probably really hard to go from having them living with him in his house to having them live with their mom and only getting to see them every other day or so.
It breaks my heart. I wish I could do something, you know? Fix it. But I know I can't. :(
Ahh, trusty music, saying everything I can't.
"Pieces" by Sum 41
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own