I think I can work off this...
So, I have this tendency of saying "I was crazy last semester" then citing various things that fucked up and died. But, I've realized that this is just some sort of cop out. I'm a crazy bitch. I over-react and fall into strange funks.
Here's what I've identified that I need to work on:
As I said before, I over-react.
It is how I show I care, but my manner is too extreme and things bother me more than they should (sometimes). I need to work on my tact and I need to remember myself.
I lose sight of myself. I get into a funk where I become lethargic and/or complacent. I'll take something from someone beyond what I should (especially considering how temperamental I get with others). I'll start playing games subconsciously. It's a whole load of fuck up.
I get self-conscious and lose confidence when I notice my crazy, causing me to be more crazy... I tend to over explain. Kind of like now.
And, I lose focus. Also like now.
I just... I don't know. I want to set this down. See where I stand so I can go from there (and avail myself of "free" services at Geneseo). I feel kind of adrift (and over caffeinated). I need to figure my stuff out and get my ass in gear. I'm just overwhelmed already. It's good times.
Here's what I've identified that I need to work on:
As I said before, I over-react.
It is how I show I care, but my manner is too extreme and things bother me more than they should (sometimes). I need to work on my tact and I need to remember myself.
I lose sight of myself. I get into a funk where I become lethargic and/or complacent. I'll take something from someone beyond what I should (especially considering how temperamental I get with others). I'll start playing games subconsciously. It's a whole load of fuck up.
I get self-conscious and lose confidence when I notice my crazy, causing me to be more crazy... I tend to over explain. Kind of like now.
And, I lose focus. Also like now.
I just... I don't know. I want to set this down. See where I stand so I can go from there (and avail myself of "free" services at Geneseo). I feel kind of adrift (and over caffeinated). I need to figure my stuff out and get my ass in gear. I'm just overwhelmed already. It's good times.