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ok so this week has been slow, increadible slow and i'm like argh get over with color guard already! i got my drumline jacket today which rocks, btu i'm a little bummed it's not the same fabri as the old ones, the new ones are all shiny and i'm like umm ADD on it all day. but yeah i'm still dating eric which i goign good, yesterday was the 2 monther lol. but yeah the thing that sucks is people say crap about him liek pick him apart ALOT it's depressing b/c i wanna be like what the crap do you want me to stated every flaw about you too, i mean i don't know but maybe i am doing what i do usually to everyperson i like alot, which is look past they're bad and see only good and love them an get hurt but I SERIOUSLY DOUBT THAT b/c i see what he does that upsets me at times and i've been best friends with him for a year and i have seen every side to him, so we'll eliminate that. a;so i feel liek some people are saying choose me or him, which is stupid, in past relationships i have had people do that and it was soooooo stupid but i'm not going tosay names b/c they know who they are and know i'm not pointing a them now. but yeah, it just really hurts and people come to me saying, you need to talk to your boyfriend, and i'm liek what the crap?! you have the freedom of speech talk to him yourself! just b/c i'm dating him doesn't mean i'm the mediator on anythign. my point s, eric is the first guy that cares about me soo much, that 've dated, he's my best friend and my boy friend and that is everythign i could ask for b/c that's how relationships should be, and he's honest and trust me and i trust him and i'm honest with him about everything just liek i was before we were dating. i mean yeah we have our bad days but we still work through it, so dont' think it's just too perfect. i just don't know, i'm sick of people, to an extent i guess.