TIRED
I want a month to slack off, sleep, do the things I want to do, all without worrying that I should be doing something else, that I shouldn't have this much time, that if I want that 3.9 I should be workingworkingworking, nonstop, 24/7, every waking moment.
It's not that I LIKE homework or whatever. I just HATE that you-should-be-studying feeling. It SUCKS because it just takes all the enjoyment out of my rest time, there's something constantly at the back of my mind reminding me that I have SS PT, CHEM PT, LIT TRIAL THINGY, what are you doing surfing the net you lazybum go and DO YOUR WORK do you want to fail everything at this rate you are going to your grades already suck so bad what on earth are you doing enjoying yourself GET OFF LJ AND DO RS.
You get the idea.
My inner voices have complete control of me. Therefore I'm going to be a good girl now, and do my work, instead of slacking.
Why oh why is it Tuesday tomorrow.
It's not that I LIKE homework or whatever. I just HATE that you-should-be-studying feeling. It SUCKS because it just takes all the enjoyment out of my rest time, there's something constantly at the back of my mind reminding me that I have SS PT, CHEM PT, LIT TRIAL THINGY, what are you doing surfing the net you lazybum go and DO YOUR WORK do you want to fail everything at this rate you are going to your grades already suck so bad what on earth are you doing enjoying yourself GET OFF LJ AND DO RS.
You get the idea.
My inner voices have complete control of me. Therefore I'm going to be a good girl now, and do my work, instead of slacking.
Why oh why is it Tuesday tomorrow.