Barf
Just not having a very good day so far. I feel like I'm getting sick (again, wtf? I never get sick) and Ear Traning went horrifically terrible today. I went from rocking it to not getting it at all. I hate syncopation. So, for the first time, I'm skipping orchestra. I have to lead section on Wednesday, but I can't even play today. My focus is not even there. I practiced for what? 30 minutes? Even that was a lot, and I broke out into this cold sweat. Balls. I can't afford to get sick - I have too much on my plate. I'm just too frustrated with music sometimes. I love it, but sometimes I don't know if I want to do it anymore. Maybe I'm just having a moment with myself and need to let it pass.
I think I'll take a nap.
I think I'll take a nap.