Aug 29, 2007 07:40
Dear World
I believe I have moved beyond the need to judge other people. Thank you Mike Christianson. To dedicate myself to my artwork, my path is set. "I guess I'm giving up on love. 'cause it really kind of sucks." Thank you Darren Feratto.
I am getting over a lung infection. A trite and contrived disease, brought on by the onslaught of intentionally damaging others perceptions, from the inside out. They never asked to be healed, but no, it's not my place to break their comfort zones. They will come to their own realizations. I went to a party with the intent to be mean. And somehow they never noticed. No, I was cool even. Dissapointed? Just a bit.
In myself. In society. In what is acceptable.... But I had to be the thief. No, that wasn't enough. I had to become something so devious, the Sephiroth. Implementing MY reality over theirs. And the test...
Walking home from work I decided to rebelieve my old self. I am God. So, I want everyone to have my level of insight because selfishly, I am sick of being alone in my understandings. (my battle with arrogance continues, but I don't think that's what we're looking at here) I told the 8th dimension to reprogram everyone so that they will all see one anothers thoughts and feelings. And it worked. It was around 2am I sent the request.
2 pm the next day I felt it.... Abstractions, confusions, and this tingly HIGH feeling. I knew then, everyone was experiencing everyone elses thoughts. I wonder, was this local to my position, to Thunder Bay? Or was this a global occurance? I can guess people close to me felt it, and the further out the less potent the effects. Somehwhat of a karmic time bomb...? Anyway. It took 12 hours for the request to be sent, roundrtip back, and the affect to implement itself on my reality. Now, I need an understanding of the speed at which this wavelength travels.
From this one could discern the relative physical size of a universe. This is based on the assumption my request was sent to the "central sun" of the universe I reside in. The range of which my "karmic bomb" reached would also show me how spiritually balanced I am as well. Further testing must be conducted.
I've decided to hang up my bandana. Being a thief was necissary for me to learn the things I did. Now I can no longer judge that which I do not understand, because I understand it. In a creepy, disturbing, real way...
We do have a choice, in how we conduct ourselves. In our attitudes towards situations. Mastery does not come from finding that perfectly balanced soul mate. People come and go with the galactic tides, all that remains throughout a lifetime, permanant, and thorough is the Self. To deny that is to deny God. Discipline does not come from supressing emotions, rather from understanding them. It is not a sin to know and love yourself, regardless of flaws.
The mechanism grows within us, as the spirit groes without us. Now is the ideal time to try something new.
Love Always Malachy Charles Korpi
PS I don't know who Sara is, but her mathematics and algebra are flawless. I think I'm in love.