Something Old Something New
Dear God
I forgot, sorry about that. I love you Malachy.
This is how I feel in relation to the world. So forgive me if it feels difficult at times, to maintain my composure and remain optimistic. I feel like... So much is riding on me. But good news world and internet and whatever forms of things read this. The alien came back to me.
I even allowed him to appear to me in a physical form. Not his true body, I'm not ready for that, but.. He wiggled into my room as a blurry ball of distortion. Some sparks, but not like a glowing orb. Just a little, hazy, warped, ball. I even let him sit on the bed with me!
He gave me a ball of love, but I tried to take it without asking and my hand couldn't pull it close. So I we laughed, I asked, and it came to me. I put it into my heart and fell back into my thoughts, a million copies, flashes, and images ran through my head as the love flowed through my body.
I feel better today.
Yes yes, things are alright. Always alright, and forever. I am 18, I am 19, I am 23, I am 5000. I am a bunch of molecules bound together by evolution, atomic forces, gravity, and pure love. I dispose of these negatalities and once again regain myself.
Rasputin, my God in the 6th Dimension, transmits to us all. From his shining castle in the stars, Europa, I will become him. That station is waiting for us. On the far side of the galaxy... For the day we're ready.
Mariatsu, you take over for now. You're people have the abilities already, to transcend time and space. Fly little alien brother, and keep Europa safe for now. He's no longer that scared little child he once was. He's a beautiful teeange boy, ready for his journey. My alien companion, go home, and be happy!
Do you remember Halloween?
I love the girls who can't understand and hate me for who I am, because they are supposed to be the fair ones. But they're not, my heart does feel sorrow, and yet.. This childish hah-hah quality to it. They don't understand a certain part of it, who I am, because they're not there yet.
"You just don't get it at all. There's not a thing I don't cherish!" - Cloud Strife
"But then I fell under the weight of a schoolboy crush
Started carryin' her books and doin' lots of drugs
I almost forgot who I was
But then I came to my senses." - Bright Eyes
And all I am is a "collection of recolections. Like the scratches on a paper trying to make a pen write again. A lifetime of them." - Ani Difranco
Suddenly seems more real than I remembered, and I'm reminded these manifestations, truths, and feelings are instintaneous. It's all at my speed, my interpretation, my desire, my design.
Once this is all proven, I promise you something wonderful.
Hello chemical coheasion!
Love Always, Malachy in the Morning
Caffein Overlord, Malachy
I forgot, sorry about that. I love you Malachy.
This is how I feel in relation to the world. So forgive me if it feels difficult at times, to maintain my composure and remain optimistic. I feel like... So much is riding on me. But good news world and internet and whatever forms of things read this. The alien came back to me.
I even allowed him to appear to me in a physical form. Not his true body, I'm not ready for that, but.. He wiggled into my room as a blurry ball of distortion. Some sparks, but not like a glowing orb. Just a little, hazy, warped, ball. I even let him sit on the bed with me!
He gave me a ball of love, but I tried to take it without asking and my hand couldn't pull it close. So I we laughed, I asked, and it came to me. I put it into my heart and fell back into my thoughts, a million copies, flashes, and images ran through my head as the love flowed through my body.
I feel better today.
Yes yes, things are alright. Always alright, and forever. I am 18, I am 19, I am 23, I am 5000. I am a bunch of molecules bound together by evolution, atomic forces, gravity, and pure love. I dispose of these negatalities and once again regain myself.
Rasputin, my God in the 6th Dimension, transmits to us all. From his shining castle in the stars, Europa, I will become him. That station is waiting for us. On the far side of the galaxy... For the day we're ready.
Mariatsu, you take over for now. You're people have the abilities already, to transcend time and space. Fly little alien brother, and keep Europa safe for now. He's no longer that scared little child he once was. He's a beautiful teeange boy, ready for his journey. My alien companion, go home, and be happy!
Do you remember Halloween?
I love the girls who can't understand and hate me for who I am, because they are supposed to be the fair ones. But they're not, my heart does feel sorrow, and yet.. This childish hah-hah quality to it. They don't understand a certain part of it, who I am, because they're not there yet.
"You just don't get it at all. There's not a thing I don't cherish!" - Cloud Strife
"But then I fell under the weight of a schoolboy crush
Started carryin' her books and doin' lots of drugs
I almost forgot who I was
But then I came to my senses." - Bright Eyes
And all I am is a "collection of recolections. Like the scratches on a paper trying to make a pen write again. A lifetime of them." - Ani Difranco
Suddenly seems more real than I remembered, and I'm reminded these manifestations, truths, and feelings are instintaneous. It's all at my speed, my interpretation, my desire, my design.
Once this is all proven, I promise you something wonderful.
Hello chemical coheasion!
Love Always, Malachy in the Morning
Caffein Overlord, Malachy