Today of Days

Feb 07, 2007 15:45

Dear Universe

I have come so far in my journey, in my training, in everything. It's getting weird, but I can almost plot them out by day now, relapses, and leaps forward. Perpetual swing, sway, swagger, and pushes from these planets circling us and this moon that guides and instructs us. The day is soon approaching, when I can stand on my own two feet, not worrying about social networks to support me, and I can be free.

I can see it there, all the time, and it does become more real. These celestial manifestations become physical. Wow, patterns and rhymes.

Need to find my middle ground.

I am a 3Dimensional being, a vertex of a 6Dimensional hypercube oversoul. My actions are the reactions of it's thoughts. I am a processes, and I can see it now. This is getting interesting, because we all are. Rasputin, Veronica, Rasputin +, Fiona, Macey, Gus, the Boy and Girl, the story, devotion, and life. They are all contained within, AND without, and physical space between space is the filler, the endless, and the ground between.

The stars are the distance between dreams, but to a supercluster of galaxies, thier thought process transends time and space. Their waves are beyond our physical understanding, but they radiate through us. They are not beyond our perceptions. <3 :)

I can feel it, feel it growing, and feel myself(myselves) connecting to one another. I am not schitzophrenic, rather, I have surpassed the average and ordinairy. I am going beyond the every day, the mundane, and that which is to me forever boring. Yes,it was scary as hell doing it alone, but I had my network to believe in me. The time will come when I can stand on my own, fully aware, in both worlds, functional. And I will give back all they have lent me, all they have supported and believed in.

These multiple personas are not alternate, though they do alternate. Planets passing by will focus the energy and connection levels with other worlds, rich in similar elements and concepts. Nodes in the brain connect with nodes in my other bodies brains, giving me "stories" about my other selves. Theyr'e not stories, they're true actualities, but they are just not in this physical location. Somewhere else in the universe, truley happening.

Man, just think about it... It's so basic, but. The universe is infinite. Even if it ISN'T it's pretty fucken big, ok. This much we do know and can agree on, unless you're in an existential crisis. Anyway, the universe being THIS BIG, and only working with a set number of chemical elements, 130 or so, eventually it WILL repeat itself.

Eventually I exist again, somewhere else in the universe. Eventually so too does everything. What we are experiencing is unique in the sense that it is ONLY happening here, but we're all experiencing it. You can connect wiht your other selves and your other selves experiences.

Eventually, when you get to know them well, you can begin to understand they are just imagination. To you, the only real world is the one in front of you. But, those experiences did happen. Just in another time, another life. And YOU in YOUR LIFE can draw from that strength and experience. Eventually seeing into their lives, you can learn to avoid repeating mistakes. You can learn to see the future. You can always stay one step ahead of the game, becuase somewhere out there, the universe has already gone through that life's path.

Those connections, those ions, those stories have already been told, been imagined, been experienced.

So this world, this reality, this thing is not. It's only a mental construction, agreed upon by it's subliminal parts. We cannot exist in the state we do without the molecules, atoms, quarck, and beautiful arrngements of energies we stand upon.

These parts agree on something, they agree to being atoms, and arranging into forms, so that more can become. You and I.

Furthermore... We can agree. To be more than we are. We can eliminate the need to live this way, because, why do we even need to?

Who needs their iPod and thier makeup and their STATUS. Oh look at my imaginairy wonderful! Aha, I am the leader. I have the most, I am the coolest, I am the best, I am the strongest.

But what does it even mean?

Human beings didn't get to evolve because one atom was better than the rest.

Oh wait! Yes we did. All hail mighty carbon! And do you know why???

Because CARBON can pair with the most other atoms. It can agree and unite with more other atoms than the rest. It is the most dynamic and easy going, it is the love for the mutual. Without the cooperative force of carbon, human beings could not and would not exist.

So why don't we start taking a hint from our origins, eh? It's not about being better, higher, or fuck all. It's about connection and unity. ;)

So these mind concepts, this world we live in, this dying planet.... It's just a reflection of our own concious thoughts and beliefs. It is created with the cooperative force of the powerful human mind. Cooperative, hah! Gimme gimme gimme!!!

And the rainforest falls as the pollution rises.

If the end is coming, so be it. I will ascend before the chosen day. Before that time comes, I will unite my forces. I am so close to understanding this and nothing will stop me. Let the invasion of Earth commence.

Love is iminent.

<3
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