May 20, 2006 22:30
so... crying sucks... knowing that a loved one passed on hurts... knowing that you won't be able to say that you love them one last time... knowing that you won't be able to hug them, hold them, spend time with them...
it makes you realize just how much you need those you have around you... makes you want to hold on to every precious moment of BOTH your lives... because no matter if you know the end is coming for one of you... it will ALWAYS come too soon...
there are those who say their lives aren't worth much... they feel as though no one cares, and that they don't matter much... what i and my family feel now is proof that that notion is fiction... EVERYONE MATTERS.... in one way or another, to one person or another... whoever you are, whatever you do... you matter...
in closing... i offer a small memorial... they say death comes for us all... that death waits for no man... by the gods... death waited for her. and i am greatful for every second of every day spent knowing her... rest in peace srs... we love and miss you...
the marcoe family...