It's MY life, & it's now or never.
I'm at a significant turning point in my life, I'm basically changing everything about myself...
-new blonde curly hair,
I'm offically sick of dark hair, having had it about 2 years now? So im going back to dirty blonde and im perming my hair loosely, sorta like Tori Spellings curls but definately not bright blonde like hers.I'm still into funky hair dye, seeing as right now my hair is black,blonde, and pink, lol, so i might put some pink in it when i dye it blonde, the thing that sucks it that i have to wait till middle maybe even the end of the summer to do my hair because you cant dye blonde over black so i have to wait for my other dye to grow out, but thats alright anyway because i have to have semi long hair in order to get a perm or else when it curls itll be up to my ears! haha dont want that.. so ya, since photobucket is like cool with lj now, if i can figure out how to work photobucket i can get some pictures up of myself when i change my hair..
2.New clothes-
yessa you heard me right! Its true when your dress like a bum you feel like a fuckin bum! haha, so no more baggy clothing for me!Although i must say my clothing isnt all freakin gangsta baggy,so im not hurtin too badly on the clothing situation.-ha! I wont be going shopping for a new wardrobe till the end of the summer because i want to wait till i have my "new hair" to get the new clothes, because hair color ( believe it or not) has a definate affect on how clothing looks on you.
3.Exercising
This summer I'll be going to the BCC gym whenever possible and just plain walking around my neighborhood, and of course trying not to stuff my mouth every fuckin second of the day, gotta remember im not pregnant anymore. lmao! (Not that i didnt stuff my face all the time before i was pregnant either haha)And how can i get a new wardrobe if im not "fit" enough to wear the kinda clothes i wanna be able to wear *wink wink* Its gonna be mega hard because ive already started this diet (yesterday) and today i ate 2 doughnuts! i suck, but ill gradually do it.
4.New job(s)
The nursing how i work at right now, has a really bad reputation for sucky care and like sexual assault and shit of the elderly( ya i know i work at a stellar place, tell me about it)So obviously i would like to leave there asap because it might be hard enough now to get another job because theyll see the name of the nursing home, and be like eh, you came from there, im not hiring you... The things i get myself into.. erg.Right now i have to send a "letter of interest" to the Swansea Town Hall, to try to get a summer job, thats due by the 27th,so i have to write that soon. Happy Feet Preschool also called me to work there but i was on maternity leave so i had to tell her i couldnt, which she was probably pissed about because i didnt tell her i was even pregnant ( because i had only filled out an application i didnt go for an interview yet or i would have told her then) But she just called me up one day out of the blue without interviewing me or training me and asked me to work there that day 2-5. Strange isnt it? I think i would think twice about sending my kid to a daycare that just calls up the applicants and tell them to come in and work asap.But hey its a job so i told her when im done with maternity leave i would call and see if she had any positions. I also want to apply for a activities person, you have to have 1 yr. CNA experience to do activities, and hey it aint wiping ass (which after working 1 1/2 as a CNA its become totally annoying having to deal with old people treating you like there fuckin staying at the Ritz Carlton, fuck that.Also i talked to my neighbor about doing dispatch for the fire department/ambulence. I can apply but EMT's and Firefighters get the position before i would because i wouldnt know right off the bat who exactly to dispatch for what emergency apparently? thats what he said anyway. So they would want someone trained before someone like me who they would have to train. Ill also be applying to the new salvation army store, just because i think its a pretty cool place to work... (secretly).. (but not really, because ive informed my mother of this want) But I would loooooooooove to get a job at a porn shop, my mom didnt really say much when i told her haha, But what the hell i think it would be fun as hell, its not everyday you would have someone come up to you and ask you what dildo or w.e is the best or some fuckin weird ass question. How perfect a job would that be for anyone that knows what kind of a person i am? Whatever job i get id have to make good money doing it because id have to make up for not being a CNA and therefore not getting 11 an hour for wiping ass. Idk... But im sure ill enjoy these strange but totally awesome new jobs.
5. New Major
So i went for my advisement meeting to pick my classes - to graduate from Liberal Arts Math and Sciences i still have to take
Math 07
Math 08
Basic Functions
Statistics
Calculus I
Calculus II
2 Science classes of my choice
and then a couple more math and science courses that would get me to 60 credits.
which all and all adds up to A WHOLE FUCKIN LOT MORE HARD FUCKIN CLASSES = very much uncool. The advisor said it would take probably another 2 years.. wtf is that? 4 years at a 2 yr. college? The newspapers are right, it is getting a hell of a fuckin lot harder to be able to handle the course load of a 2 yr. associates program and finish it in 2 yrs. theres just no fuckin way. For this degree ive already taken
2 math classes
2 psychology
2 history
1 cultural diversity
1 sociology
2 english
2 sciences 20 courses altogether counting the ones i have and havent taken.
12 fuckin courses already taken ..8 left. 3 courses each semester. In order to graduate in 2 years i would have had to take 4 courses each semester AND gone to school over the summer. And I couldnt even have done that because some courses have pre recquists to get into them meaning id have to take a lower course to get to the next higher level course. For example, this semester im taking Psychology of work,Math 4N, and History 23, only 3 courses because there was nothing else i could take this semester that would count towards my major- that i didnt need a pre-rec to get into, So even if i wanted to take 4 courses each semester you really cant. Like math 1N, Math 4n, Math 07, and Math 08 cannot be taken at the same time during the same semester because they are cummulative courses,so they build upon each other.
THUS!
I'm changing my major, i need to graduate asap with some kind of career oriented certificate, therefore ive somewhat (still thinking about it)decided to possibly switch into the Medical Transcriptionist program.Which is a year long course. But if i decide to want to do it now i can start taking maybe 2 or so typing and medical language classes this summer, so ill finish up before a year. Now that i think about it, they count the summer as 2 semesters, so if i can take all the courses over the summer ( which wont be possible anyway because they dont offer too many courses over the summer) I could maybe finish very early. Hm, ill have to look into that.
So therefore my new plan is to go into that, graduate, finally have a job thats considered a career, make good money, and be able to move out, and be able to (try) to fund resuming going to college for meteorology.So meteorology is going to be put off for a year while i do M.T, & when im done with that i can focus on completing th rest of my math and science courses w/o having to feel rushed because i need to make a career out of meteorology, because ill already be in a career...
6.Birthday Bash... 0:-)
So0o0ooooo.. my 21st birthday is coming up.. and ive already begun making my plans.
So i was thinking rent a limo,
find a decent male strip club somewhere in Mass, cuz god knows the "night life" around here fuckin blows.
And of course lots o' drinking.
So basically i wanna see some naked men, get insanely drunk and have a limo to bring my drunk ass home.. haha
I've already informed the parentals of what ill be doing to see what they said, the only response was from my mother - " I dont want you coming home completely trashed, sleep out somewhere" lmao!
sidenote: If anyone has a problem with this,all id like to say is last time i checked no one was running my life for me and if you dont like it, i quite frankly could give a fuck.
p.s.. Today April 22, "was" my due date, lol & Trentons already 1 month and 5 days old!!!!!
-new blonde curly hair,
I'm offically sick of dark hair, having had it about 2 years now? So im going back to dirty blonde and im perming my hair loosely, sorta like Tori Spellings curls but definately not bright blonde like hers.I'm still into funky hair dye, seeing as right now my hair is black,blonde, and pink, lol, so i might put some pink in it when i dye it blonde, the thing that sucks it that i have to wait till middle maybe even the end of the summer to do my hair because you cant dye blonde over black so i have to wait for my other dye to grow out, but thats alright anyway because i have to have semi long hair in order to get a perm or else when it curls itll be up to my ears! haha dont want that.. so ya, since photobucket is like cool with lj now, if i can figure out how to work photobucket i can get some pictures up of myself when i change my hair..
2.New clothes-
yessa you heard me right! Its true when your dress like a bum you feel like a fuckin bum! haha, so no more baggy clothing for me!Although i must say my clothing isnt all freakin gangsta baggy,so im not hurtin too badly on the clothing situation.-ha! I wont be going shopping for a new wardrobe till the end of the summer because i want to wait till i have my "new hair" to get the new clothes, because hair color ( believe it or not) has a definate affect on how clothing looks on you.
3.Exercising
This summer I'll be going to the BCC gym whenever possible and just plain walking around my neighborhood, and of course trying not to stuff my mouth every fuckin second of the day, gotta remember im not pregnant anymore. lmao! (Not that i didnt stuff my face all the time before i was pregnant either haha)And how can i get a new wardrobe if im not "fit" enough to wear the kinda clothes i wanna be able to wear *wink wink* Its gonna be mega hard because ive already started this diet (yesterday) and today i ate 2 doughnuts! i suck, but ill gradually do it.
4.New job(s)
The nursing how i work at right now, has a really bad reputation for sucky care and like sexual assault and shit of the elderly( ya i know i work at a stellar place, tell me about it)So obviously i would like to leave there asap because it might be hard enough now to get another job because theyll see the name of the nursing home, and be like eh, you came from there, im not hiring you... The things i get myself into.. erg.Right now i have to send a "letter of interest" to the Swansea Town Hall, to try to get a summer job, thats due by the 27th,so i have to write that soon. Happy Feet Preschool also called me to work there but i was on maternity leave so i had to tell her i couldnt, which she was probably pissed about because i didnt tell her i was even pregnant ( because i had only filled out an application i didnt go for an interview yet or i would have told her then) But she just called me up one day out of the blue without interviewing me or training me and asked me to work there that day 2-5. Strange isnt it? I think i would think twice about sending my kid to a daycare that just calls up the applicants and tell them to come in and work asap.But hey its a job so i told her when im done with maternity leave i would call and see if she had any positions. I also want to apply for a activities person, you have to have 1 yr. CNA experience to do activities, and hey it aint wiping ass (which after working 1 1/2 as a CNA its become totally annoying having to deal with old people treating you like there fuckin staying at the Ritz Carlton, fuck that.Also i talked to my neighbor about doing dispatch for the fire department/ambulence. I can apply but EMT's and Firefighters get the position before i would because i wouldnt know right off the bat who exactly to dispatch for what emergency apparently? thats what he said anyway. So they would want someone trained before someone like me who they would have to train. Ill also be applying to the new salvation army store, just because i think its a pretty cool place to work... (secretly).. (but not really, because ive informed my mother of this want) But I would loooooooooove to get a job at a porn shop, my mom didnt really say much when i told her haha, But what the hell i think it would be fun as hell, its not everyday you would have someone come up to you and ask you what dildo or w.e is the best or some fuckin weird ass question. How perfect a job would that be for anyone that knows what kind of a person i am? Whatever job i get id have to make good money doing it because id have to make up for not being a CNA and therefore not getting 11 an hour for wiping ass. Idk... But im sure ill enjoy these strange but totally awesome new jobs.
5. New Major
So i went for my advisement meeting to pick my classes - to graduate from Liberal Arts Math and Sciences i still have to take
Math 07
Math 08
Basic Functions
Statistics
Calculus I
Calculus II
2 Science classes of my choice
and then a couple more math and science courses that would get me to 60 credits.
which all and all adds up to A WHOLE FUCKIN LOT MORE HARD FUCKIN CLASSES = very much uncool. The advisor said it would take probably another 2 years.. wtf is that? 4 years at a 2 yr. college? The newspapers are right, it is getting a hell of a fuckin lot harder to be able to handle the course load of a 2 yr. associates program and finish it in 2 yrs. theres just no fuckin way. For this degree ive already taken
2 math classes
2 psychology
2 history
1 cultural diversity
1 sociology
2 english
2 sciences 20 courses altogether counting the ones i have and havent taken.
12 fuckin courses already taken ..8 left. 3 courses each semester. In order to graduate in 2 years i would have had to take 4 courses each semester AND gone to school over the summer. And I couldnt even have done that because some courses have pre recquists to get into them meaning id have to take a lower course to get to the next higher level course. For example, this semester im taking Psychology of work,Math 4N, and History 23, only 3 courses because there was nothing else i could take this semester that would count towards my major- that i didnt need a pre-rec to get into, So even if i wanted to take 4 courses each semester you really cant. Like math 1N, Math 4n, Math 07, and Math 08 cannot be taken at the same time during the same semester because they are cummulative courses,so they build upon each other.
THUS!
I'm changing my major, i need to graduate asap with some kind of career oriented certificate, therefore ive somewhat (still thinking about it)decided to possibly switch into the Medical Transcriptionist program.Which is a year long course. But if i decide to want to do it now i can start taking maybe 2 or so typing and medical language classes this summer, so ill finish up before a year. Now that i think about it, they count the summer as 2 semesters, so if i can take all the courses over the summer ( which wont be possible anyway because they dont offer too many courses over the summer) I could maybe finish very early. Hm, ill have to look into that.
So therefore my new plan is to go into that, graduate, finally have a job thats considered a career, make good money, and be able to move out, and be able to (try) to fund resuming going to college for meteorology.So meteorology is going to be put off for a year while i do M.T, & when im done with that i can focus on completing th rest of my math and science courses w/o having to feel rushed because i need to make a career out of meteorology, because ill already be in a career...
6.Birthday Bash... 0:-)
So0o0ooooo.. my 21st birthday is coming up.. and ive already begun making my plans.
So i was thinking rent a limo,
find a decent male strip club somewhere in Mass, cuz god knows the "night life" around here fuckin blows.
And of course lots o' drinking.
So basically i wanna see some naked men, get insanely drunk and have a limo to bring my drunk ass home.. haha
I've already informed the parentals of what ill be doing to see what they said, the only response was from my mother - " I dont want you coming home completely trashed, sleep out somewhere" lmao!
sidenote: If anyone has a problem with this,all id like to say is last time i checked no one was running my life for me and if you dont like it, i quite frankly could give a fuck.
p.s.. Today April 22, "was" my due date, lol & Trentons already 1 month and 5 days old!!!!!