And just for this moment as long as...................
The past few weeks have been pure craziness...so many things happening all on top of each other, which leads to a very complicated life...but let me just say i'm having the time of my life anyway...GYPSY is finished:(...if i described how amazing that experience was i would take up 10 pages...every night of that show from tech week to the very last performance was an awesome lesson in theatre and in life...I learned so much from everyone in that cast...Pam, Rick, Maggie, Deb, Rich, Ed, Megan, Trish....it was really interesting to watch these people take these roles and turn them into real people with real thoughts and emotions...they simply blew me away every night....i am going to miss everyone so much...meeting people like Chrissy and Kim and everyone else i mentioned and the entire cast for that matter made it so worth doing...i coudln't be happier..thank goodness..haha...so now that GYPSY is over i have the rest of the summer to get my sthick together....camp, even though its a pain in the ass to get up every morning is a lot of fun...i am meeting so many new people and becoming closer with people i knew before...its really nice to know that when i need to talk to people about stuff or just need a break from my spastic-adhd-forgot-to-take-their-riddlyn kids that i can just go and talk to them and hang out....Something has changed within me...something is not the same...i'm through with playing by the rules of someone else's game...too late for second guessing..too late to go back to sleep...its time to trust my instincts close my eyes...and LEAP...these lyrics are so true its not even funny: )you have no idea....btw: I finally got WICKED tickets(for December : ) can't wait)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"Idina here i come..."lol