Silent & breakable
All I feel are slimy hands grasping my waist yanking at what little clothing I had. I opened my mouth to scream for the person to stop but no sound made their way out. Tears stung my eyes as I withered under the person’s hands.I reached up and snatched at the person but only to yank on a chain. I brought it to my face revealing a heart; I flipped it over and read:
‘JaeJoong’
I looked up my heart clenching as Yunhos face came into view.
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I shot up sweat dripping down my face, hair plastered against my clammy skin and my heart hammering against my chest.
As I calmed down I finally noticed the many tears strolling down my cheeks.
I unsteadily stood up walking out of my room quietly making my way to the kitchen. I grabbed a glass and poured some water into it, I gulped it down quickly my mouth still dry. My breathing was calming and I leaned against the counter resting my head on the cool surface.
A choked sob pushed past my lips as a replay from my nightmare came back, Yunhos beautiful face his hands on my waist but feeling wasn’t right, it was the feeling like that of Daniel Henney…
I shook my head and looked around the kitchen my breath hitched as my eyes landed on something, I strode over to the desired object.
I brought it to me running my finger over the sharp metallic edge cutting my finger a little.
I breathed deeply and pressed it against my wrist I shivered and pressed harder but before it could go any deeper a hand grasped the knife pulling it away from me “WHAT THE HELL” I turned around to see a wide eyed Junsu holding the knife away from my reach.
Before I could even register what he was doing he had already rose his hand and slapped my face. Hard.
I put my hand against the tender skin and looked at Junsu who now had tears strolling down his paled cheeks.
“What is this? Trying to kill yourself? Is that it Jaejoong? JESUS CHRIST!” he yelled running a shaky hand through his hair.
I looked down feeling tears sting my eyes as Junsu stared at me. I signed im sorry quickly as I dropped my hands.
I tensed as I felt arms come around me “Why would you do that to me Jae” I relaxed and placed my head on the crook of his neck wrapping my arms around his waist.
The sobs I tried to hold in broke through my lips as I buried my face deeper into his neck.
“Jae, I love you so much.. Please don’t do that to me..” He pulled away grabbing my face in his hands “Alright?” I nodded staring back at him, he reached over and placed a gentle kiss against my lips.
He took his hands away and pulled me to his room, he pulled me down wrapping an arm around my waist and throwing a protective leg over mine “Sleep” I didn’t need to be told twice I closed my eyes and sleep easily enveloped me.
~Junsus POV~
I stroked his hair as he breathed deeply spooned against my chest. Jae may not look like it but he slowly breaking.. He may not even know it himself.
I got up slowly as to not wake him I grabbed my clothes and headed out the door, when I slipped them on I grabbed my keys and went out the door.
I drove around until I found a bar; I parked my car and walked in sitting myself on a stool at the bar.
“What can I get you?” I sighed “Whiskey” The bartender nodded, as he walked away an annoying voice sounded next to me “Hey sexy” I turned an my annoyed look to him “Ah! Junsu don’t be like that!” I sighed deeply shaking my head.
“Park Yoochun I am not in the mood” I seen him sit down next to me “What’s wrong?” He asked.
I ignored him and snatched the glass the bartender set down I chugged it all down and slammed the glass down making Yoochun jump a little.
I gave a bitter chuckle “What’s wrong? Well I have a friend who just tried committing suicide, I have to help run a gang and what’s more is I have to sit hear and listen to you” I huffed when I finished and motioned for another glass of whiskey.
“Im sorry” was the whispered reply, I looked over to him and he had the look of a kicked puppy. I groaned and rubbed the back of my neck.
“Im sorry Chun I just.. im” I trailed off blush creeping over my face “Chun?” A smile spread across his face.
“I like it!! Ill call you…. Su” My jaw dropped as I tried to come up with a response “No You will not! It was a slip of the tongue”
He smirked “Whatever you say Su” I glared at him and grabbed my drink and chugged it setting it gentler on the counter.
“I wouldn’t drink it so fast” He commented I scoffed and stared at him long and hard, I moved to his hair which was long and neatly styled I looked lower to his intensive eyes the to his pink sexy…
I slapped myself mentally, what the hell! Think he is sexy that’s just…. I glanced lower he was wearing a low cut V-neck shirt.
It exposed his collar bone perfectly He was skinny but fit at the same time… I looked up quickly as I heard the man clear his throat.
~Yoochuns POV~
I watched as he looked at me with a heavy gaze. He looked lower and licked his lips. I shifted in my seat as he gazed at me as if I was a piece of meat.
And I like it actually.. He raked down my body until I was feeling a uncomfortable feeling down south. He shot his head up blush spreading across his face.
He opened his mouth to say something but I captured his lips in a kiss his eyes widened like saucers.
He brought his hands to my chest pushing slightly before he gave in and started to kiss me back. I slid my tongue across the seam of his lips asking for entrance.
He eagerly accepted and I slid my tongue into his wet cavern exploring until we battled each other for dominance and of course I won.
Right as I was about to slide my hand up his shirt he quickly pulled away his face a beautiful shade of crimson.
“I.. I- Im Sorry I should go” He quickly stood and left me there grinning to myself.
I was pulled out of my fantasy as my phone rang.
-Hello?
-Yoochun I need you in tomorrow at 7
-yes Yunho
‘Click’
I closed my phone and slid it back into my pocket
~Flash Back~
“yes I heard you need more members” I said shifting my feet as the man stared at me with cold unreadable eyes.
“it says your 20.. That’s young” I shrugged “I feel older than I am” He smiled for the first time.
“How about” He leaned forward a questioning eyebrow raised “You become my Right hand man” My eyes widened my mouth falling open.
Y-yes!” He smiled and took something out of his desk. He held it out and I grabbed it. Cell phone.
“Ill call you” I nodded and bowed, right when I was going to leave he spoke stopping me “Don’t speak of this to anyone.. I have to get rid of my other Right hand man.. then I will call you to let you know its safe” I nodded again and quickly left.
How he was going to get ‘Rid’ Of him I did not want to know.. also about the ‘safe’ part..
~End of Flash Back~
“My day is going great!”
~Yunhos POV~
“You are fired” I said staring blankly at Daniel Henney He opened his mouth anger showing in his face “You cant do that! I have been your fathers second in command forever!” I shrugged and smirked “Im not my father now am I” He glared at me and stepped back “Just because that little mute whore broke my arm does not mean I am not capable of the job Yunho”
My eye twitched and I stood up glaring at him “What did you call him” I hissed stepping away from my desk toward Daniel “I-I..” He stumbled backwards toward the door “Get out.. And never come back” I sneered.
He nodded and frantically made his way out of the room scampering away like the wuss he is.
I sighed and called the Yoochun so he can come in tomorrow, When I first saw him I liked him.. Something about his care free attitude is nice..
I frowned as someone’s face past through my thoughts… “JaeJoong…”
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‘JaeJoong’
I looked up my heart clenching as Yunhos face came into view.
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I shot up sweat dripping down my face, hair plastered against my clammy skin and my heart hammering against my chest.
As I calmed down I finally noticed the many tears strolling down my cheeks.
I unsteadily stood up walking out of my room quietly making my way to the kitchen. I grabbed a glass and poured some water into it, I gulped it down quickly my mouth still dry. My breathing was calming and I leaned against the counter resting my head on the cool surface.
A choked sob pushed past my lips as a replay from my nightmare came back, Yunhos beautiful face his hands on my waist but feeling wasn’t right, it was the feeling like that of Daniel Henney…
I shook my head and looked around the kitchen my breath hitched as my eyes landed on something, I strode over to the desired object.
I brought it to me running my finger over the sharp metallic edge cutting my finger a little.
I breathed deeply and pressed it against my wrist I shivered and pressed harder but before it could go any deeper a hand grasped the knife pulling it away from me “WHAT THE HELL” I turned around to see a wide eyed Junsu holding the knife away from my reach.
Before I could even register what he was doing he had already rose his hand and slapped my face. Hard.
I put my hand against the tender skin and looked at Junsu who now had tears strolling down his paled cheeks.
“What is this? Trying to kill yourself? Is that it Jaejoong? JESUS CHRIST!” he yelled running a shaky hand through his hair.
I looked down feeling tears sting my eyes as Junsu stared at me. I signed im sorry quickly as I dropped my hands.
I tensed as I felt arms come around me “Why would you do that to me Jae” I relaxed and placed my head on the crook of his neck wrapping my arms around his waist.
The sobs I tried to hold in broke through my lips as I buried my face deeper into his neck.
“Jae, I love you so much.. Please don’t do that to me..” He pulled away grabbing my face in his hands “Alright?” I nodded staring back at him, he reached over and placed a gentle kiss against my lips.
He took his hands away and pulled me to his room, he pulled me down wrapping an arm around my waist and throwing a protective leg over mine “Sleep” I didn’t need to be told twice I closed my eyes and sleep easily enveloped me.
~Junsus POV~
I stroked his hair as he breathed deeply spooned against my chest. Jae may not look like it but he slowly breaking.. He may not even know it himself.
I got up slowly as to not wake him I grabbed my clothes and headed out the door, when I slipped them on I grabbed my keys and went out the door.
I drove around until I found a bar; I parked my car and walked in sitting myself on a stool at the bar.
“What can I get you?” I sighed “Whiskey” The bartender nodded, as he walked away an annoying voice sounded next to me “Hey sexy” I turned an my annoyed look to him “Ah! Junsu don’t be like that!” I sighed deeply shaking my head.
“Park Yoochun I am not in the mood” I seen him sit down next to me “What’s wrong?” He asked.
I ignored him and snatched the glass the bartender set down I chugged it all down and slammed the glass down making Yoochun jump a little.
I gave a bitter chuckle “What’s wrong? Well I have a friend who just tried committing suicide, I have to help run a gang and what’s more is I have to sit hear and listen to you” I huffed when I finished and motioned for another glass of whiskey.
“Im sorry” was the whispered reply, I looked over to him and he had the look of a kicked puppy. I groaned and rubbed the back of my neck.
“Im sorry Chun I just.. im” I trailed off blush creeping over my face “Chun?” A smile spread across his face.
“I like it!! Ill call you…. Su” My jaw dropped as I tried to come up with a response “No You will not! It was a slip of the tongue”
He smirked “Whatever you say Su” I glared at him and grabbed my drink and chugged it setting it gentler on the counter.
“I wouldn’t drink it so fast” He commented I scoffed and stared at him long and hard, I moved to his hair which was long and neatly styled I looked lower to his intensive eyes the to his pink sexy…
I slapped myself mentally, what the hell! Think he is sexy that’s just…. I glanced lower he was wearing a low cut V-neck shirt.
It exposed his collar bone perfectly He was skinny but fit at the same time… I looked up quickly as I heard the man clear his throat.
~Yoochuns POV~
I watched as he looked at me with a heavy gaze. He looked lower and licked his lips. I shifted in my seat as he gazed at me as if I was a piece of meat.
And I like it actually.. He raked down my body until I was feeling a uncomfortable feeling down south. He shot his head up blush spreading across his face.
He opened his mouth to say something but I captured his lips in a kiss his eyes widened like saucers.
He brought his hands to my chest pushing slightly before he gave in and started to kiss me back. I slid my tongue across the seam of his lips asking for entrance.
He eagerly accepted and I slid my tongue into his wet cavern exploring until we battled each other for dominance and of course I won.
Right as I was about to slide my hand up his shirt he quickly pulled away his face a beautiful shade of crimson.
“I.. I- Im Sorry I should go” He quickly stood and left me there grinning to myself.
I was pulled out of my fantasy as my phone rang.
-Hello?
-Yoochun I need you in tomorrow at 7
-yes Yunho
‘Click’
I closed my phone and slid it back into my pocket
~Flash Back~
“yes I heard you need more members” I said shifting my feet as the man stared at me with cold unreadable eyes.
“it says your 20.. That’s young” I shrugged “I feel older than I am” He smiled for the first time.
“How about” He leaned forward a questioning eyebrow raised “You become my Right hand man” My eyes widened my mouth falling open.
Y-yes!” He smiled and took something out of his desk. He held it out and I grabbed it. Cell phone.
“Ill call you” I nodded and bowed, right when I was going to leave he spoke stopping me “Don’t speak of this to anyone.. I have to get rid of my other Right hand man.. then I will call you to let you know its safe” I nodded again and quickly left.
How he was going to get ‘Rid’ Of him I did not want to know.. also about the ‘safe’ part..
~End of Flash Back~
“My day is going great!”
~Yunhos POV~
“You are fired” I said staring blankly at Daniel Henney He opened his mouth anger showing in his face “You cant do that! I have been your fathers second in command forever!” I shrugged and smirked “Im not my father now am I” He glared at me and stepped back “Just because that little mute whore broke my arm does not mean I am not capable of the job Yunho”
My eye twitched and I stood up glaring at him “What did you call him” I hissed stepping away from my desk toward Daniel “I-I..” He stumbled backwards toward the door “Get out.. And never come back” I sneered.
He nodded and frantically made his way out of the room scampering away like the wuss he is.
I sighed and called the Yoochun so he can come in tomorrow, When I first saw him I liked him.. Something about his care free attitude is nice..
I frowned as someone’s face past through my thoughts… “JaeJoong…”
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