the sum of it all
It seems so easy to misunderstand things. I ask myself very often this question: do I see things for what they really are? I would like to say that I do and that I have a discerning nature.However, I will undoubtedly find out, in this life or the next, how many of my life's circumstances I simply misinterpreted. I hate being wrong, with an absolute passion, about my views in general on everything from events to relationships to people,etc...(my point made). I hate looking back in life and seeing a bad call or poor judgement on my part in any situation, small or great. Maybe because I believe in the absolute right and wrong-a right way or wrong way, a right thing or a wrong thing- I am not sure, I just don't like missing it. I am sure this is not pride, but rather simply a loathing of ignorance. Some say we learn from our experiences, I say Christ did it right without the mistakes therefore I am responsible to learn from him and hear his words echo in my heart, so long as it is sensitive to the spirit dwelling in me.
Those who do read this journal, I hope you only see the dialogue of my mind and heart. Sometimes it reflects some recent occurence in life, sometimes it simply ponders on the...well, whatever is in there-I don't know that that makes sense, but whatever.
Today will be full of homework,homework,homework! Good Luck to me.
Those who do read this journal, I hope you only see the dialogue of my mind and heart. Sometimes it reflects some recent occurence in life, sometimes it simply ponders on the...well, whatever is in there-I don't know that that makes sense, but whatever.
Today will be full of homework,homework,homework! Good Luck to me.