so tonight
Tonight didn't really do anything for my ego. Its not like I got shat on or ignored. Its just that there was no positive improvement, nothing to feel really good about. But I supose the feeling of: if you're not moving forward you're moving backward, is typical and only based on subjective ideas, which infact is actually all ego is. So I guess I'm just buzzed and had a socially awkward night. beter luck next time.