Oct 30, 2005 18:05
Again, just procrastinating on stuff i should be doing. I normally don't ever post.. i just enjoy reading other people's thoughts, and commenting on things when appropriate. but right now i think i'll share a few thoughts of my own... and thus... INCIPIAM:
things are going very well in certain aspects of my life and for that i praise God daily. sometimes i just can't believe how incredibly lucky i am and i can't do anything but smile in gratitude. hopefully God sees it and knows its for him :)
other parts are a little less smile-inducing and just plain hard to cope with. and i wonder, when will i ever be good enough. when will just wanting to love people and life be good enough. Everyone, i am sorry for whatever pain i may have caused you, i can assure you it was unintentional. please find the grace to forgive me of my trespasses against you just as the Lord forgives our trespasses against him.
hopefully, i can remember to dwell on the things in my life that cause my soul to fly on the wings of my happiness and not on those that pull me down. For it is far better to exist with a smile than in tears.
And so she said: Deinde cadit in amore cum magno viro.
To which he replied: Et illam amat plus numerus astrarum in caelo.
And in her heart, she knew it was enough.