ugh i hate life. still.
wednesday, watched toy story 3 with my friend. pretty good, though not amazing (to me) like everyone says, and I didn't cry at the end. I didn't even tear up. P: -shrug-
afterwards we went to eat, but for somereason I was feeling like barfing so I just sat there while my friend ate. awkwarrrrd.
then we went to borders, read random books, and went home. I'm gonna bug my mom to order kuroshitsuji later. too bad the 2nd volume ends before the grell/sebastian fight and the 3rd doesn't come out till the fall. T_T
-sigh-
it's been....7 months now, that I've been sick. in november, it'll have been a year T___T I really really really want to be normal, but I don't know what normal is anymore. I rarely am able to eat without feeling like barfing, although I haven't barfed since december (goodie.)
and my mom is constantly saying WHEN YOU GET BETTER WE CAN PLAN A TRIP TO JAPAN.
yeah. please shut up because it's not making me feel any better T___T
she keeps crapping about WHY THE HELL AM I NOT BETTER YET I DONT HAVE ANY STRESS YO
WTF ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT.
I'M GOING TO FFSDLKJGING COLLEGE IN A MAJOR I HATE AND HAVE NO IDEA WTF TO DO ABOUT
TOTALLY OUT OF MY LEAGUE.
she said, what, you wanna go to community college
I told her I'll be unstressed when I'm not graded.
she said the whole world grades you. you won't be graded when you're dead.
gee thanks. ;____;