GATTERSBEE.
writing an essay causes any book that I find rather decent to turn into the shittiest book ever.
I though The Great Gatsby was an okay book. It was interesting. And unlike the Soop, I don't hate Gatsby. Tom is the real jerk in this novel.
but now I find myself hating the book to death. Hating every character, hating the ink the letters were printed with, or the laser that burned the letters into the page.
whatever.
In short,
I've not finished my essay. Though I have been "at it" for four hours, and with each hour, I get more unproductive. Well, no. I get more productive, because I start panicking, but then my body begins to fail as my eyes grow tired and strained from staring at distractions on the computer and whatnot.
and the book.
I decided to run through it again for examples of "white"
I really need a ctrl+F for books. I wouldn't need to burn my eyes trying to scan the pages looking for a color word.
I hope the Soop doesn't notice that I also did "color" for the Life of Pi essay. lol!
I have the intro and part of the first paragraph done. -sigh-
I wonder if my health problems are a result of stress.
I wonder if I finish APs, will my health problems go away? unlikely. I get stressed about anything.
Hawaii will make me stressed.
Graduation will make me stressed.
College will make me stressed. Even if the classes don't, just the mere fact of being out of highschool and into college will make me stressed.
Sometimes, I just want something to hug. My seal will do. Except when I'm feeling nauseous, I don't want to hug anything, lest I throw up.
I'm getting really off topic now, but since when did I ever have to be on topic?
...
Actually, I should get back to that essay. ):
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Watched the first episode of Darker than black (another anime!) ...pretty interestingggggg lol. n____n
-sigh- I'm so out of dramas, although that may be a result of having no subs around to watch. although I still have hidarimetanteiEYE 04 to finish...-sigh-
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okay for freaking serious, back to that essay!