Love me
Lyrics: Hitomi
Music: Lay
(Taken from
http://www.nakigoe.info/default.htm)
It's a custom:
Every night, I'm always
On top of the bed
I keep telling myself
That I should stop masturbating
But sexual desire hardens me,
and I am obedient.
Tears spill in honesty.
I caress myself as long as I like
In front of a mirror
Looking at the reflection, I ask myself:
"It doesn't matter if it's you, but will you love me?"
While undressing, I play with myself.
Overwhelmed by all these feelings
Irritating me to no end.
I feel I'll make it.
The intensity grows.
Fingertips stroking,
With a sigh,
I surpass my limit.
Shame,
An excited scream.
I tell someone in
my panting voice:
"It doesn't matter if it's you, but will you love me?"
I've been fucking only myself,
and I've become tired of the mess
I've wished for comfort
I've asked for it.
I don't want anything else.
I've tried being loved.
But was alone.
Not seeming love for me
Naked,
Someone begins to realize.
"It doesn't matter if it's you, but will you love me?"
I've been fucking only myself,
and I've become tired of the mess
I've wished for comfort
I've asked for it.
I don't want anything else.
I've wished for comfort
I've asked for it.
My tongue becomes numb.
I've tried being tainted.
I've asked for it.
Only if it would cure this
burning sensation all over my body
I've tried being loved.
But was alone.
Not seeming love for me [NSLFM]
I love this version of 'Love me'. It's so honest, so beautiful. Although many of you may think it's filthy and nasty.
"This is the real me. I'm as pathetic as can be. Would you love anyway?"
That's the sensation it brings me every time I listen to it. And the live version it's just wow. Kanoma can be so open about himself sometimes, that's one of the reasons I Iiked Fatima in the first place =) I can be corny too! XD
I didn't bother translating it because it is a hard song, lots of analogies and metaphors and this put it all together really nice, so why bother? XD I`ll translate the live version though ù ú