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How's everyone out there in lj land?? I've decided that life is good unless it's not (lol) (I'm feeling a bit random.) But anyway, my life is good. It's not exactly what I expected but hey God's in control and one should never underestimate the impossible (random country song, and I don't even listen to country lol). It's really funny, I know that when God closes a door he opens another, but this week I've been wondering, what's the point of opening the now closing door in the first place if it's just gonna close in the end. But I'm discovering that many times he uses the doors that will close to show us that what we want is out there and it's coming it's just not here yet (does that make any sense?). Lately He's been constantly telling both me and my dance teacher/youth minister's wife that yeah he could give me what I want right now but it's not what he wants for me. I know that God has a MUCH bigger plan for me than I have for myself and while it's extremely frustrating I know that it'll all be ok. And this is a really strange feeling for me, because I like to have a plan. I make lists for everything Pro-Con lists, To Do Lists, I plan everything. And it's so funny for me to actually be ok with whatever God throws my way because normally well last semester anyway, I would be in pieces right now depressed and crying (today was not the best day). But I'm not in pieces and that's sooo very cool. After losing my grandpa and my house 9 days later in Katrina I kinda lost myself in the wind and rain. But hey while it took me about 6 months to get back lol I'm back finally :) and I'm lovin it! lol
".........And I don't think I'll see him again, but we shared a moment that will last forever........I saw your face in a crowded place and I don't know what to do because I'll never be with you......" - it's crazy, I can think of at least one person from each show choir competition I went to this year that makes me think of that song lol I made alot of friends at competitions this year (You Pell City people are by far the coolest of course :). I met sooo many cool guys and yet I'm still prom dateless lol ah I think I'll become a nun oh wait, I'm not catholic... well there goes that idea. :)
".........And I don't think I'll see him again, but we shared a moment that will last forever........I saw your face in a crowded place and I don't know what to do because I'll never be with you......" - it's crazy, I can think of at least one person from each show choir competition I went to this year that makes me think of that song lol I made alot of friends at competitions this year (You Pell City people are by far the coolest of course :). I met sooo many cool guys and yet I'm still prom dateless lol ah I think I'll become a nun oh wait, I'm not catholic... well there goes that idea. :)