His reply...

Apr 12, 2006 09:25

She was standing in her room. Once again in pain and tears that refused to stop falling. She was crying out and it seemed that no one was listening. Yet there he was. He was always there. Watching her. Listening to her. He was there.

She said: Nobody cares.

He said: I do.

She said: Whenever I ask for help, they all turn away. Where were they when I cried in my bed? When I cried myself to sleep?

He said: I was next to you, catching all your tears.

She said: No matter what I do. No matter what good I do or say, no one pay attention.

He said: I see you , my child and I'm so proud of you.

She said: You don't know what it feels like to be me!!

He said: I walked on earth as a man and went through everything that you went through. I know what it's like to be like you.

She said: I just wish that for once someone out there would turn and love me.

He said: I love you. I've always loved you.

She said: Where were they when I had no one else to turn to but a needly to cut myself?!

He said: I was there. I cried for you to stop hurting yourself but you didn't listen.

She said: You know what?! I'm tired of all of this. I'm tired of trying to be a good person and no one paying attention to me. From now on I'm going to live for me! Only me!

He said: STOP

She said: Wha...?

He said: WAKE UP GIRL! I've been watching and listening all this time. I've been seeing you. Stop hurting yourself. Now you better start doing what it is you're meant to do. STOP WASTING TIME!

She said: Woah. Okie. God, you've got my attention. I'm listening. What do you want me to do?

He said: It's about time.

- Author - jesusfreakbychoice (xanga account)
- Edited to fit my life - Jana

This was my version of an article I read in someone else's blog. I just wanted to do my own thing of it. Haha, I wasn't the orginal creator of this... but basically the person that wrote this, his exprience was quite identical to mine... so I did my own version. Please don't think I'm copying or whatever. All credits go to this guy... now if I can remember his name. Haha.
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