Nov 29, 2005 16:27
Hey everyone. I haven't died or anything. I'm still alive. Things have started to look up. I'm still pretty much love-life-less but it's not so bad. I guess. It's depressing when you think too much about it but look at the brighter side... At least I don't have to worry about... whatever. At least I don't have to worry about whatever it is I don't have to worry about.
Exams are over and I have just graduated from highschool. Haha, I just have to wait for a few months so that I can be a college student. I'm actually kinda excited but of course scared at the same time. It might be a wonderful experience. Haha, the independence. I can't wait!
I'm also going out of the country with a couple of friends and some of the adults in our church, to India! I really can't wait for this trip. This is the first time I'm going to be out of the country by myself without my family. I was actually quite suprised that my parents allowed me to go in the first place. I mean me being a girl and they're were always so overprotective. I have actually never been allowed to sleep over anyone's house, at all.
It would have been nice if I was allowed to sleep over at my friends one time. She had a gorgeous older brother and I knew for a fact that he had a tiny crush on me. It would have been interesting :p Haha. But he barely talks to me now. Who knows if I was allowed to sleep over that night, I could have been his girlfriend and he would now be giving me rides in that nice car of his, instead of taking the bus everywhere I go. Darn.
But as I said he barely talks to me now. Also he has become quite a jerk.
Ah but I have to go now.
It's good to be back. =D