fast update
I'm laying in bed with my baby. Shes sleeping and I'm just laying here messing around on the new phone. Alot has kinda happened but nothing to crazy I guess. Lol. Well first off bri and I are madly in love. I couldn't ever imagine being anymore happier than I am with her. I love her more than anything in the world. Shes nothing like any other girl I've ever met. Shes sweet, caring, adorable, living, fun, she has a great personality and an amazing sense of humor. She's just like me in every single way. We are so perfect for each other. So in other words. She's the one I want to spend the rest of my life with.
Life has been getting a bit better. Bri and I have been going to the gym alot. She's trying to lose a little bit of her belly weight and I'm just trying to get back into shape. Bri looks great to me no matter what but she wants to lose a Lil more weight so I'll do whatever makes her happy. I want her to be happy :) everything with us has been perfect.
I've been working my normal long schedule. Pretty much moved in with bri at her mom's. I love being with her. Waking up with her next to me in bed is the greatest feeling in the world. Get to see an angel first thing every morning. :)
Soo I thought alot about the Cabo trip. I've been in debt my entire life. I've been miserable my entire life. It's time for a change. I've had so much bad stuff happen to me I can't handle being miserable anymore. I was gonna go to Cabo and Max out both of my credit cards plus use my tax return money just to go but then I'd be in debt for another 4 years. Matt and everyone going makes good money. I make min wage. I don't have a place to live. I don't have a car or new clothes. I don't even have a tv. Candace wanted us to spend 100.00 on just a stupid pair of pants. That's half my paycheck plus she wanted us to get shirts and Sandels. Then still gotta get passport and pay the 2,200 for the trip. After thinking about it and getting yelled out about what a stupid choice if was I had to tell Matt no. I want to live my life for once. I'd like to be happy. I have a girl in my life that I hope I'll be able to call my wife one day. I want to get a car and a place to live. I owe 11,000 on a motorcycle I need to pay off. I want to be able to support myself and Brianna. I made the right choice. I'm very very happy right now. Matt was upset I said I can't go but if he wants to be a selfish asshole and stop talking to me because I can't afford to go and he knows I dont make enough money. He knows what this trip would do to me. If he's Mad then whatever. He was never a true friend. A true friend wouldn't do this to someone. Make them go into debt even more when there already in a deep hole with a 11,000 motorcycle that I got just to ride with him on top of owing 8000 on my last car that got repoed.
I said no so I can live happy for once. I'm glad I said it months ahead of time so I didn't have to pay any fees. I wouldn't have been able to come up with all that money and nobody would have helped me. It was one of the best Decisions I've ever made.
Soooooo right now I'm gonna be getting a new car. Old but new to me. Lol is a 97 Pontiac sunfire convertible. Runs Ok. Needs a little work but I know how to fix it all so is a good car for me. I could have my ase certs if I wanted but is a waste of time and not what I want to do. But anyways I'm getting tired so I'm gonna cuddle with my baby and get some sleep. Night world
Life has been getting a bit better. Bri and I have been going to the gym alot. She's trying to lose a little bit of her belly weight and I'm just trying to get back into shape. Bri looks great to me no matter what but she wants to lose a Lil more weight so I'll do whatever makes her happy. I want her to be happy :) everything with us has been perfect.
I've been working my normal long schedule. Pretty much moved in with bri at her mom's. I love being with her. Waking up with her next to me in bed is the greatest feeling in the world. Get to see an angel first thing every morning. :)
Soo I thought alot about the Cabo trip. I've been in debt my entire life. I've been miserable my entire life. It's time for a change. I've had so much bad stuff happen to me I can't handle being miserable anymore. I was gonna go to Cabo and Max out both of my credit cards plus use my tax return money just to go but then I'd be in debt for another 4 years. Matt and everyone going makes good money. I make min wage. I don't have a place to live. I don't have a car or new clothes. I don't even have a tv. Candace wanted us to spend 100.00 on just a stupid pair of pants. That's half my paycheck plus she wanted us to get shirts and Sandels. Then still gotta get passport and pay the 2,200 for the trip. After thinking about it and getting yelled out about what a stupid choice if was I had to tell Matt no. I want to live my life for once. I'd like to be happy. I have a girl in my life that I hope I'll be able to call my wife one day. I want to get a car and a place to live. I owe 11,000 on a motorcycle I need to pay off. I want to be able to support myself and Brianna. I made the right choice. I'm very very happy right now. Matt was upset I said I can't go but if he wants to be a selfish asshole and stop talking to me because I can't afford to go and he knows I dont make enough money. He knows what this trip would do to me. If he's Mad then whatever. He was never a true friend. A true friend wouldn't do this to someone. Make them go into debt even more when there already in a deep hole with a 11,000 motorcycle that I got just to ride with him on top of owing 8000 on my last car that got repoed.
I said no so I can live happy for once. I'm glad I said it months ahead of time so I didn't have to pay any fees. I wouldn't have been able to come up with all that money and nobody would have helped me. It was one of the best Decisions I've ever made.
Soooooo right now I'm gonna be getting a new car. Old but new to me. Lol is a 97 Pontiac sunfire convertible. Runs Ok. Needs a little work but I know how to fix it all so is a good car for me. I could have my ase certs if I wanted but is a waste of time and not what I want to do. But anyways I'm getting tired so I'm gonna cuddle with my baby and get some sleep. Night world