thanksgiving was ok, drank alot, listened to some good music, hung out with family, the weather was cold. thought alot, missed alot, couples everywhere, so you end up being the wierd drunk of the family that stayed out side till everyone goes to sleep, listening to sad music and telling yourself, just a few more beers and it'll be alright. when everyone knows, and its written all over your face. that its time for a change, that you are changed, that you are not the same person you used to be. and you may as well be screaming it. over and over. cause there is no use in hiding it. and i dont. and i dont care. you hope that it makes you grow, but sometimes it feels like it just makes you have a harder shell, when your insides may as well be like mush. came close to losing it a few times, but managed to walk away. i dunno. realyl got wrapped up in the cd, which i highly recommend, was given to me by
theloveletter, it a CD called Smokin Popes - Destination Failure. Guess it was like a well placed hit, at the worst time, holidays suck somtimes, when you miss things..but fuck, what do i know...
"Let's Hear It For Love" - Smokin Popes
Let's hear it for heartache
Let's hear it for pain
Let's hear it for poison tears that wash your dreams down the drain
Let's hear it for sleepless nights
Let's do it again
Let's hear it for love
Let's hear it for
Let's hear it for love
Pick your heart up off the floor
This is what you've been waiting for
Let's hear it for love
Let's hear it for promises
Something sealed with a kiss
Let's hear it for big mistakes
That you just couldn't resist
Let's hear it for bucket seats
Let's try it like this
Let's hear it for letting someone totally ruin your life
Let's hear it for love
Let's hope it's everything you hoped it would be
Let's hear it for jealousy
Let's hear it for hate
Let's hear it for an apology before it's too late
Let's hear it for cigarettes
Baby you were great
Let's hear it for love