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wish things were a tad bet better. guess im in another lull, comes and goes. havent drank since saturday, well lets say havent been drunk since saturday. i tell you the 16 step program seems to work, for awhile anyhow. had some great ideas for some new music. but then again, thats not always a great thing. since creativity doesnt flow when things are A-OK. but yeah....think you get the idea. we start working on the record in a week or two, depending on studio schedule and our hectic schedule. i really want to get it done before im completely away from this crummy place. i wish i could lock myself in the studio with the engineer for like 2 weeks, and maybe a good stock of hops...really concentrate on whats going on. this next record will be like a biography of happenings of the past. for me, it covers like the last three relationships that span like 5 or more years....and i know, skinhead john told me 'man you guys are too damn sad'....but i got nothing to prove to by being some tuff rock n roll thing, been there and done that..we have something to say, and this is how we choose to do it. so be it however it comes across, i like it and its a document of how ive felt for a really long time. if one person out there gets it, then ive accomplished what i set out to do.