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Thought things were starting to improve. Despite my plans moving forward.
I get a setback along the way. It seems i'm losing one of my closest friends. And I dont know why. I dont know if its because of what I have done. Or something else. Even though we have so little contact as it is. So I cant imagine its something i've done. When we dont really talk.
It feels like a lot of people I care about are drifting further away from me. I hate it. I hate this feeling of loneliness and despair. Cause it feels like i'm losing everyone I feel close to. LIke one of my fears is coming to life.
I get a setback along the way. It seems i'm losing one of my closest friends. And I dont know why. I dont know if its because of what I have done. Or something else. Even though we have so little contact as it is. So I cant imagine its something i've done. When we dont really talk.
It feels like a lot of people I care about are drifting further away from me. I hate it. I hate this feeling of loneliness and despair. Cause it feels like i'm losing everyone I feel close to. LIke one of my fears is coming to life.