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so ze grounding is pretty much over. and i wasnt really even grounded- i went out and did stuff...i just got home before twelve and didnt spend the night out...
O bought my first foo fighters cd yesterday- the colour and the shape. its quite good n_n
so yesterday around eight, i realized something- i felt really melancholy...but that isn't the perfect word for it. i wasnt apathetic but i felt like i was floating or drifting- not moving forward or backward and i can't place it. maybe its being a 2nd semster sr...but im excited to leave and to move forward, to have life conintue after high school. hehe mike said maybe i fell out of love...no i dont think its that...
dunno...it has slightly faded now...but then again, i have been working and unaware of my state of mind. i think im good now. maybe twas just a sunday night funk. but i drove around after picking katie up from her SAT class. it was nice driving on richmond past montrose, midtown and into downtown. i just like driving around that part of town. we talked... it was nice toh some stuff she said i had no desire to hear her say quite honestly but then again...i dont have to agree with anything she says... she's like i work hard and i should be able to relax and smoke the reefer. iw as liek...thats kinda weak katie... but its her desicion and im allowed to butt out now. so yah...
whatevs tho. it was nice for me to talk to her and for her to listen.
so yes.
and am still working on my photo project. i think i am gonna reshoot everyone b/c i want to have at least two good pictures... its alot of work but this will most likely end up being one of my only photo projects this year...
hugs
*c*
O bought my first foo fighters cd yesterday- the colour and the shape. its quite good n_n
so yesterday around eight, i realized something- i felt really melancholy...but that isn't the perfect word for it. i wasnt apathetic but i felt like i was floating or drifting- not moving forward or backward and i can't place it. maybe its being a 2nd semster sr...but im excited to leave and to move forward, to have life conintue after high school. hehe mike said maybe i fell out of love...no i dont think its that...
dunno...it has slightly faded now...but then again, i have been working and unaware of my state of mind. i think im good now. maybe twas just a sunday night funk. but i drove around after picking katie up from her SAT class. it was nice driving on richmond past montrose, midtown and into downtown. i just like driving around that part of town. we talked... it was nice toh some stuff she said i had no desire to hear her say quite honestly but then again...i dont have to agree with anything she says... she's like i work hard and i should be able to relax and smoke the reefer. iw as liek...thats kinda weak katie... but its her desicion and im allowed to butt out now. so yah...
whatevs tho. it was nice for me to talk to her and for her to listen.
so yes.
and am still working on my photo project. i think i am gonna reshoot everyone b/c i want to have at least two good pictures... its alot of work but this will most likely end up being one of my only photo projects this year...
hugs
*c*