Every finger in the room is pointing at me

[makheru]

I wish everything was still and quiet. I feel so restless and yet I don't want to do anything. It seems like everyone is always here and I just don't want to talk to anyone. I feel like I should just be keeping quiet and out of the way of everyone else.

It's not helping that I keep having dreams in which everything I want is just out of reach...and then I wake up feel distressed and disappointed.

Can I stop for a while? Just for a bit... all this spinning in circles is making me rather dizzy.