May 22, 2006 21:59
You've lived a difficult life. One that most people do not understand. I understand. I do the same thing. Slowly, you kill yourself without knowing it. People think you do it because you are vain. They would know better if they stood in your shoes for a minute. It is a disorder. One that comes from overwhelming stress and anxiety. As hard as you may try to stop killing yourself, it doesn't always work.
I know you tried. Your mom helped as much as she knew how. You've been in and out of treatment. I hope now you can rest. No more hospitals, no more programs, no more anything. I will miss you very much. The world is definitely missing someone special.
In loving memory of M.E.