Never gonna hold the hand of another guy...
Well, I haven't written in either one of my journals in forever. Nothing's really changed. John S. is STILL engaged... haven't seen him for a few weeks, and even then we didn't talk or anything. I'm definitely NOT over him, but I don't think about him as much. It's strange... I guess I finally realized that I've lost him for good. I have to admit, though... everytime I see a shortbed white Chevy truck, my stomach hurts. I always think it's him. Oh well, I'll get over it... I hope.
I've got a cool friend named John R. He's 20 and he's in the army. He's shipping out for Germany in 2 weeks :(. Well anyway, he spent the night last night @ my mom's house. I thought it would be, uh... exciting? But it wasn't. All we did was watch tv. We talked about a few things... like sex and shit, and falling in love. But it never led to anything, lol. I want his sexy body. *drool* I feel like crying everytime I think of him leaving. The good ones always leave.
I've got a cool friend named John R. He's 20 and he's in the army. He's shipping out for Germany in 2 weeks :(. Well anyway, he spent the night last night @ my mom's house. I thought it would be, uh... exciting? But it wasn't. All we did was watch tv. We talked about a few things... like sex and shit, and falling in love. But it never led to anything, lol. I want his sexy body. *drool* I feel like crying everytime I think of him leaving. The good ones always leave.