i will survive
life is tough.
i am taking this as a new start...things change so much and i know at the end of the day i am just a stronger person.
i am moving. of course im not lucky enough to move to another state or even city, but a new house. i dont want to move, but i do at the same time. i dont want to leave my house. so many things have happened in this house. so many amazing life changing things. ive spent the most important and special years of my life in this house. but i feel like it has come at the right time. it will be nice to be somewhere different where when i look around every corner of my room my house my street it all doesnt bring back memories. ill always remember this house ill always remember the things that have happened here. but i feel like its easier to let those memories and times go if i am somewhere else. i mean i find myself trying not to come home all the time. im never here at my house anymore. of course that will change now, but once we move itll be easier.
it wont be until the end of the summer, but thats soon.
im free.