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It's been a while since I've used live journal, but I figured sometimes this thing can be usefull. All of the sudden everyone is caught with myspace they forgot about this.
I hate to be one of those people who make their entries long but I don't know so many things have changed since I last wrote here. I am going to take this time to remember some friends that I find important.
I am glad I am friends with Caitlin now. I know I messed up and I kept messing up. There are many things that I have done that I am not proud of but I dont regret them because that's what makes life interesting. I remeber walknig home with Audrey everyday and how much fun we used to have just basically doing nothing and acting stupid. I do miss that. And then there's Stephanie, she was so shy when I met her but then that changed, I belive she is a very strong person for resisitng preer pressure, form me mostly. That's why I consider myself to be a bad friend. There are so many things that I wish I could take back becasue it messed up so many friendships and now I am starting to realize that it was not worth it. I took a lot of things for granted. I got into a fight with Dani for I don't know what and it was not that same after that, and I feel guilty for that.
There were girls at my school that don't like me for the things I do. I started thinking they should like me for me not for what I do. But then I realized what I do defines me. Things are changing unfortunately there is nothing I can do to stop it. I want for things to go back to the way that they were before. Like in the beggining of the yeah when Lauren was here and I wasnt so caught up in so much crap.
There were only a few people that stayed my friends even tho they knew all the stuff that I did, and those are the people I want to thank like Stefano, Colleen and Carolina.
I guess you can make this an pology letter to everyone that thinks I'm a bad person and to all those people that I ruined freindships with.
I truly AM sorry. I really do want things to go back to the way they were, when all of us hung out and it was just so much fun just being there, even tho we didn't do anything, just watched tv as long as we were together it didnt matter. I hope Liz, Caitlin, Audrey, and Stephanie read this becasue this is mostly for them. You guys are amazing and I let some boys get the best of me and I'm sorry for that, I learned from my mistakes now so I will never let that happen to me again.
Pretty much this is an apology letter saying well I'm sorry and that I miss you.
I hate to be one of those people who make their entries long but I don't know so many things have changed since I last wrote here. I am going to take this time to remember some friends that I find important.
I am glad I am friends with Caitlin now. I know I messed up and I kept messing up. There are many things that I have done that I am not proud of but I dont regret them because that's what makes life interesting. I remeber walknig home with Audrey everyday and how much fun we used to have just basically doing nothing and acting stupid. I do miss that. And then there's Stephanie, she was so shy when I met her but then that changed, I belive she is a very strong person for resisitng preer pressure, form me mostly. That's why I consider myself to be a bad friend. There are so many things that I wish I could take back becasue it messed up so many friendships and now I am starting to realize that it was not worth it. I took a lot of things for granted. I got into a fight with Dani for I don't know what and it was not that same after that, and I feel guilty for that.
There were girls at my school that don't like me for the things I do. I started thinking they should like me for me not for what I do. But then I realized what I do defines me. Things are changing unfortunately there is nothing I can do to stop it. I want for things to go back to the way that they were before. Like in the beggining of the yeah when Lauren was here and I wasnt so caught up in so much crap.
There were only a few people that stayed my friends even tho they knew all the stuff that I did, and those are the people I want to thank like Stefano, Colleen and Carolina.
I guess you can make this an pology letter to everyone that thinks I'm a bad person and to all those people that I ruined freindships with.
I truly AM sorry. I really do want things to go back to the way they were, when all of us hung out and it was just so much fun just being there, even tho we didn't do anything, just watched tv as long as we were together it didnt matter. I hope Liz, Caitlin, Audrey, and Stephanie read this becasue this is mostly for them. You guys are amazing and I let some boys get the best of me and I'm sorry for that, I learned from my mistakes now so I will never let that happen to me again.
Pretty much this is an apology letter saying well I'm sorry and that I miss you.