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I spent 2 days without you, those 2 days were absolutely horrible. I missed you more than you could know. Its funny how 2 days seems to feel like an eternity, when you're in love.
I always thought I had been in love before, but its nothing like this, nothing at all. You make me feel like everything is right with us, even when I am in insecure. I never thought I could love someone like this, or so much. You mean the world to me...and I would do anything for you if it meant you being happy. Love is wonderful, and it is wonderful because of you. I love you Christopher Micheal Donovan, with all I have. ♥
Last night I got to see chris, I hadnt seen him in 2 days and it fucking sucked. I missed him like crazy. As soon as he got here, I ran out the door to hug and kiss him, I missed that for 2 days, and im happy I got it last night. I know my mom likes him, I know she does, seeing as she now lets me close my door and lock it when he is here, when she didnt before, and he is now allowed to sleepover when I want him to and he wants to. Kind of trips me out, that she is letting all of this go on...oh well, im not complaining, just means I can ... nvm...anyways, last night when i walked him out to his car, I didnt wanna let him leave, and when I gave him his last kiss for the night, and walked back towards my house, i couldnt help but keep looking back and have this overwhelming happy warm feeling, it just validated, that I really am in love with him. Im so happy I met him, he really is one of the most amazing people I have ever met. <333
Last night after he left was a little hectic to say the least. Im not going to mention names, because I know you dont want the help, but when your ready if you ever are, im here, and you know I always will be. I love you and so does everyone else, please keep that in mind. I would be lost without you. ♥ love you.
I always thought I had been in love before, but its nothing like this, nothing at all. You make me feel like everything is right with us, even when I am in insecure. I never thought I could love someone like this, or so much. You mean the world to me...and I would do anything for you if it meant you being happy. Love is wonderful, and it is wonderful because of you. I love you Christopher Micheal Donovan, with all I have. ♥
Last night I got to see chris, I hadnt seen him in 2 days and it fucking sucked. I missed him like crazy. As soon as he got here, I ran out the door to hug and kiss him, I missed that for 2 days, and im happy I got it last night. I know my mom likes him, I know she does, seeing as she now lets me close my door and lock it when he is here, when she didnt before, and he is now allowed to sleepover when I want him to and he wants to. Kind of trips me out, that she is letting all of this go on...oh well, im not complaining, just means I can ... nvm...anyways, last night when i walked him out to his car, I didnt wanna let him leave, and when I gave him his last kiss for the night, and walked back towards my house, i couldnt help but keep looking back and have this overwhelming happy warm feeling, it just validated, that I really am in love with him. Im so happy I met him, he really is one of the most amazing people I have ever met. <333
Last night after he left was a little hectic to say the least. Im not going to mention names, because I know you dont want the help, but when your ready if you ever are, im here, and you know I always will be. I love you and so does everyone else, please keep that in mind. I would be lost without you. ♥ love you.