Jan 10, 2005 01:36
big day tomorrow. my quest to lose the weight will begin. i am about to eat my last late night not good for me meal and look forward to a new me. yeah, its all been said and its all been done.... but tomorrow is def the day.
things are going pretty okay. my eye is no longer red and my hair finally looks good on me. i need to pick up my art work from school. what is this feeling? i need to talk to some people about some things. i'm nervous about that first step. am i sure about what i am getting myself into? my life finally has some order. i need to stay motivated, i've hurt myself esteem long enough, this one is for me. i can't fail anymore.