Dead girl's party.
Most of the time I just feel like nobody appreciates anything I do for them.
That pretty much goes for almost everybody.
I wanted to have a birthday party, because Im going to be alone in this house the whole week of my birthday because I have finals.. Its not a big birthday no, Im turning 19, but its just the fact of the matter.
All my friends are going to a car show instead. I asked them to come here ONE night.. I go there ALL THE TIME to visit to try and stay in touch.
ONE PERSON has drivin here to see me, and ONE other person has come to visit over the summer, I went and picked her up, but still.
I told everybody they could crash at my house, there is plenty of room. No they'd rather spend all this money to rent a hotel to go to a car show with cars that all look the same, and theres a fucking car show every month and gah#@Q%#%
:[ This really upsets me.
Aaaaand, when I go out of my way to do things for people without them even asking me, I feel like people just take me for granted. DAMNIT, Im a good fucking friend, and a good fucking person. I dont want to sound cocky, but most people should thank their lucky stars that they have me as a friend, Ive saved so many peoples asses.
FUCK.
That pretty much goes for almost everybody.
I wanted to have a birthday party, because Im going to be alone in this house the whole week of my birthday because I have finals.. Its not a big birthday no, Im turning 19, but its just the fact of the matter.
All my friends are going to a car show instead. I asked them to come here ONE night.. I go there ALL THE TIME to visit to try and stay in touch.
ONE PERSON has drivin here to see me, and ONE other person has come to visit over the summer, I went and picked her up, but still.
I told everybody they could crash at my house, there is plenty of room. No they'd rather spend all this money to rent a hotel to go to a car show with cars that all look the same, and theres a fucking car show every month and gah#@Q%#%
:[ This really upsets me.
Aaaaand, when I go out of my way to do things for people without them even asking me, I feel like people just take me for granted. DAMNIT, Im a good fucking friend, and a good fucking person. I dont want to sound cocky, but most people should thank their lucky stars that they have me as a friend, Ive saved so many peoples asses.
FUCK.