.without small leads, you're about as good as done .

[makeupagogo]

I'm trying to get back in touch with who I am...
I'm a makeup artist who loves Blythe dolls & marc jacobs, I just happen to be planning my wedding.
right?

I'm uninspired.
I start to get little inklings, little shocks of inspiration, and then my 'to-do' list spirals so out of control I'm back to square one.
Uninspired. lazy?

I want/need to:

• Get some wedding details sorted. (Date picked, need to go to venue to negotiate.)
• Contact new photographers & agencies. (Waiting on tearsheets, but that's a lame excuse. I need to get excited about makeup again.)
• Make dolly clothes. (I need to finish started projects!)
• Move into a new place already. (Researching places to live is a time drain.)
• Go out dancing! (I've done this twice in the past few weeks. It's an easy way to avoid above list.)
• Exercise (Mainly to feel healthy, less lethargic.)
  
• Go outside more & spend time with some friends. (note to self: friends might be a good idea.)

= ruins my life.