damnit.
i am not a hypochondriac, but i googled clinical depression to look at all of the signs, i exhibit every single fucking one of them. i am making an appointment to go see a doctor about all of this nonsense. i hate it. i can no longer have fun doing things i used to love doing. i just sit around and wallow in my own, stupid fucking misery. its not quite the life i expected to be leading at 21 years of age. oh well. i should get used to it now.