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[makesyoushiver]

man
its weird... looking at things i want for christmas...
being a musician has sure changed the list
"man... this hardware case is awesome"\
and it is...
holds the snare drum, cymbals and all the hardware..
but.. for christmas?
what happend to wanting
R.C. Cars?
K`nex... (boy did i love k`nex)
nintendo games
etc.
and i asked for studio time for christmas
ha
this is how i know
playing music is definitely for me
latley more than ever
i realize,
how much i want music to be apart of my life
not just a part of my life
my whole life
and i really hope it is