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He kissed her absently and slipped into her bathroom where he closed the door and ended up on the floor where the shakes took over.
No more Milliways unless it found him, just duty and expectation even here. Mogget was right about so much and now Kait had heard all that he wasn't, more of the list that waited at home like the book with its green light.
He didn't want to destroy any future, he just wanted to live and not make things worse but clearly it was too late. Here he could make things and not always be in Waiting, but not any more.
This is because you are a prince. You are far harder to replace.
That was what it came down to truly, there was no one else but he couldn't do it though he had to.
Duty was always deciding his life but that was what he'd always known, it just didn't used to hurt like this.
No more Milliways unless it found him, just duty and expectation even here. Mogget was right about so much and now Kait had heard all that he wasn't, more of the list that waited at home like the book with its green light.
He didn't want to destroy any future, he just wanted to live and not make things worse but clearly it was too late. Here he could make things and not always be in Waiting, but not any more.
This is because you are a prince. You are far harder to replace.
That was what it came down to truly, there was no one else but he couldn't do it though he had to.
Duty was always deciding his life but that was what he'd always known, it just didn't used to hurt like this.