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Wow, today...well technically yesterday, was a wierd day...i have a lot of shit to deal with. its wierd oh in one day some one can turn on a firend while not understanding, or knowing the whole story. all i did today was made a psycho woman happy while thinking of how im ditching my brother and he feels it too, i feel bad cuz its like he's an old out dated toy and no one wants to play with him but he still acts like he's the new cool toy but knows he's old and out dated and tries fit in but cant. it hurts me. every day i feel more and more distant from the people i care about and love. I had to help chear up my girl friends mom cause she lost her job and she's having trouble with her boy friend. while all this is happening im trying to figuer out how to manage an equal amount of time with my girl friend and my friends and how two of them got kicked out of the only place they had and now i feel like i need to choose a side the "kicker outer" or the kicked out...it wasnt even the kicker outer's fault and decision, but is now hate because he just so happened to be the bearer of bad news. i let things slide to much too. i dont know. i just dont know any more. maybe i need sleep..but thats over rated............