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i always want to update this, but i never really have time.
sometimes i feel like if i dont leave the east coast, i'll never leave highschool, or atleast the mentality and drama.
i've been so happy the past couple months, and maybe that scares some people.
i didnt think it could scare anyone enough into trying to sabotage my happiness, however.
so cornwall i'm giving you a big 'the end' because i'm not going to let you get to me anymore.
because i dont want to be friends with someone who can talk about me behind my back in a negative way.
nor do i want to befriend someone who relies on what other people have made up about me to create their own judgement,
especially when i was good friends with them in the past.
im going to be twenty in two days, 1/4 or so of my life is done.
i'm in a good place to begin the next 1/4, i feel healthy.
and to assume that i abuse drugs is wrong, especially if you dont talk to me.
i may smoke once in a while, but i hardly can. and i dont drink.
and if you want to believe the cocaine rumor be my guest, i dont touch it.
so how about the next time you stop talking to me, you give me a good reason and you dont let other people tell me why.
people love to talk about other people, especially to bear bad news.
and how about if you consider yourself my friend, you do it in a real way.
because i see through your falseness, and if you dont like me, then dont pretend.
i didnt mean to steal kevin away from you all, hes free to hang out with whoever he wants.
im just done.
sometimes i feel like if i dont leave the east coast, i'll never leave highschool, or atleast the mentality and drama.
i've been so happy the past couple months, and maybe that scares some people.
i didnt think it could scare anyone enough into trying to sabotage my happiness, however.
so cornwall i'm giving you a big 'the end' because i'm not going to let you get to me anymore.
because i dont want to be friends with someone who can talk about me behind my back in a negative way.
nor do i want to befriend someone who relies on what other people have made up about me to create their own judgement,
especially when i was good friends with them in the past.
im going to be twenty in two days, 1/4 or so of my life is done.
i'm in a good place to begin the next 1/4, i feel healthy.
and to assume that i abuse drugs is wrong, especially if you dont talk to me.
i may smoke once in a while, but i hardly can. and i dont drink.
and if you want to believe the cocaine rumor be my guest, i dont touch it.
so how about the next time you stop talking to me, you give me a good reason and you dont let other people tell me why.
people love to talk about other people, especially to bear bad news.
and how about if you consider yourself my friend, you do it in a real way.
because i see through your falseness, and if you dont like me, then dont pretend.
i didnt mean to steal kevin away from you all, hes free to hang out with whoever he wants.
im just done.