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[makes_me_wanna]

 so my life definat;y sucks.  My best friend is on a dadte with this guy i kinda liked... oh well she liked him first and i am not going to be that person.  I had a bunch of people over last night.  (including my ex cause we are still friends)  It is kinda funny that the only people i am friends with are the crew.  but anyways everyone leaves except my ex.  then he comes and sits next to me and like doesn't leave for like a half an hour until i made up an excuse that i had to go to bed.  Then as i was cleaning up the kitchen a little (cause i kinda wanted to get away from the whole situation just incase) he comes over and hugs me good bye.  now to the point:  I need a boy to let my ex know i kinda don't want to date him.  no not kinda don't.  We are just better as friends.

Listening to the AMA's cause i got in trouble for freaking out on Joel causes he is a whiney little bitch and i hate him.  GAH!!