Takeachance.
this is seriously just one of those days when you wake up and you want someone to shoot you in the head. angsty maybe, delusional, possibly. what the hell is wrong with you? I'd like to give an honest answer but I don't think half of me woke up today. the half that laughs in the face of an argument and giggles at the stupidest things. Hello world, this is what it's like to feel like you're living in a paused movie.
I feel sick, my eyes hurt and my head throbs, I'm cold and hell I even feel alone. this is what it felt like this time last year. last year.. Jesus Christ. reminiscing never does anyone any good, only creates feelings that were felt in the past, and bring back memories no one wants to keep. sometimes these feelings get so intense and just build up and built up, until one day you just wake up and you can't take it any more.
It's days like these that make you snap at the people you love without even thinking about it. Why so down star princess? fucking hell, I miss being six, oblivious to everything, those were the best days, when we didn't have politics&wars to worry about, shit was so simple back then, and sometimes all you really need is simplicity.
Oh this inability to do anything right is just driving me up the wall, second thought, bite your tongue, stand up straight and obey the law. what the fuck, this is meant to be a free country, really seems to be working perfectly. lets hope the next time we go out that we don't get shot dead on the street, and then our familys being told "it was a case of mistaken identity"
well here you go, heres a big fuck you to the world, from the bottom of my evil little heart.
to all the people I've ever looked straight in the eye and said "I hate you" to.
I hope you all die.
I feel sick, my eyes hurt and my head throbs, I'm cold and hell I even feel alone. this is what it felt like this time last year. last year.. Jesus Christ. reminiscing never does anyone any good, only creates feelings that were felt in the past, and bring back memories no one wants to keep. sometimes these feelings get so intense and just build up and built up, until one day you just wake up and you can't take it any more.
It's days like these that make you snap at the people you love without even thinking about it. Why so down star princess? fucking hell, I miss being six, oblivious to everything, those were the best days, when we didn't have politics&wars to worry about, shit was so simple back then, and sometimes all you really need is simplicity.
Oh this inability to do anything right is just driving me up the wall, second thought, bite your tongue, stand up straight and obey the law. what the fuck, this is meant to be a free country, really seems to be working perfectly. lets hope the next time we go out that we don't get shot dead on the street, and then our familys being told "it was a case of mistaken identity"
well here you go, heres a big fuck you to the world, from the bottom of my evil little heart.
to all the people I've ever looked straight in the eye and said "I hate you" to.
I hope you all die.