and its emo time..

[makes_her_sick]

i must be the most unattractive guy on the planet. outside of the chances of this girl being married or gay, she still doesnt even look at me. i hardly think either of the two are true, so we'll just stick with something being wrong with me.

i feel like i don't know how to talk to them.. i get all nervous and do stupid shit around them.. i fall in love with every SINGLE girl i meet and even if one of them ever actually liked me, i'd either fuck it up some how, or i'd never know they liked me.

i have dreams of being with some amazing girl who i'll never meet.. who's just head over heels crazy for me, and i feel the same for her. i have sex dreams that are amazing but will never come true, and i have day dreams of someday getting married.. maybe even having kids.

i've got most of my life figured out.. but why can't i just figure this part out?