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i need to get back in the habit of making these
tomorrow's friday
i really don't want it to be
i don't want the weekend
i don't know why
it's just a feeling
maybe it's just knowing that another week has passed
and i only have a month left of freshman year
4 weeks
i've just started getting the hang of things
summer will be cool though
but i'm gonna miss people
i don't think i'm meant for relationships
tonight i pretty much realized he didn't want to ever love me
he just wanted to use me
i've fallen really hard for him
he's gonna be hard to get over
worst thing is, i think him and i might hang out this weekend
hah i'm hopeless
but right now i don't care if he ruins me
i might just let him
saturday at sarah's prolly
jumping on the tramp! :D i'm so excited, you have no idea
i'm gonna wake up early tomorrow and make myself raspberry tea to bring to school
that'll make things better
make 3rd period go away
if jared touches me one more time i swear i'm gonna snapp him in two
chad talked to me today,
ethan talked to me today,
kevyn talked to me [about like sex and drugs..in detail. ick] to me today,
jullian talked to me today.
hah they're actually all really cool
i've heard bad things about every one of them
but i don't think they're true
went to rio's today.
picked lots of flowers =]
it was fun
it's 12:08
i need to get up in 5 hours
so byesss
tomorrow's friday
i really don't want it to be
i don't want the weekend
i don't know why
it's just a feeling
maybe it's just knowing that another week has passed
and i only have a month left of freshman year
4 weeks
i've just started getting the hang of things
summer will be cool though
but i'm gonna miss people
i don't think i'm meant for relationships
tonight i pretty much realized he didn't want to ever love me
he just wanted to use me
i've fallen really hard for him
he's gonna be hard to get over
worst thing is, i think him and i might hang out this weekend
hah i'm hopeless
but right now i don't care if he ruins me
i might just let him
saturday at sarah's prolly
jumping on the tramp! :D i'm so excited, you have no idea
i'm gonna wake up early tomorrow and make myself raspberry tea to bring to school
that'll make things better
make 3rd period go away
if jared touches me one more time i swear i'm gonna snapp him in two
chad talked to me today,
ethan talked to me today,
kevyn talked to me [about like sex and drugs..in detail. ick] to me today,
jullian talked to me today.
hah they're actually all really cool
i've heard bad things about every one of them
but i don't think they're true
went to rio's today.
picked lots of flowers =]
it was fun
it's 12:08
i need to get up in 5 hours
so byesss