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I'm feeling creative today =]
it's nice
i'm gonna work on the mural later tonight.
i'm working on making t-shirts, with sweet phrases.
i've been working a lot with photoshop,
and listening to a lot of music.
writing a lot of poetry, working on a drawing of a raver [though i messed up her hair and she isn't thin enough so i think i'm just gonna throw it away]
reading lots of lyrics, which is one of my favorite things to do.
so today is happy. today is mellow.
i still miss katie and i miss charles a ton too.
i'm starting to accept the fact that josh doesn't really want to be very close anymore, he just wants to be like...uhm..whats the word? well just friends, not best friends or close friends. just normal blah friends. so that's cool.
i'm accepting it.
i like absolutly no one as of now.
and that's a nice freeing feeling =]
things are getting better!
my mind is settling.
i've now gone to sleep 4 nights in a row with out taking a ton of pills.
=]] huzzah
i can't wait till next weekend.
i'll be ungrounded
and i'll get a night with katie and charles,
two people who are just..so..ahhh i can't place this word either. they just make me incredibly happy, that's the kind of people they are.
horray for no medication
horray for good friends
horray for creativity
hooray for love, life, and music
=]
it's nice
i'm gonna work on the mural later tonight.
i'm working on making t-shirts, with sweet phrases.
i've been working a lot with photoshop,
and listening to a lot of music.
writing a lot of poetry, working on a drawing of a raver [though i messed up her hair and she isn't thin enough so i think i'm just gonna throw it away]
reading lots of lyrics, which is one of my favorite things to do.
so today is happy. today is mellow.
i still miss katie and i miss charles a ton too.
i'm starting to accept the fact that josh doesn't really want to be very close anymore, he just wants to be like...uhm..whats the word? well just friends, not best friends or close friends. just normal blah friends. so that's cool.
i'm accepting it.
i like absolutly no one as of now.
and that's a nice freeing feeling =]
things are getting better!
my mind is settling.
i've now gone to sleep 4 nights in a row with out taking a ton of pills.
=]] huzzah
i can't wait till next weekend.
i'll be ungrounded
and i'll get a night with katie and charles,
two people who are just..so..ahhh i can't place this word either. they just make me incredibly happy, that's the kind of people they are.
horray for no medication
horray for good friends
horray for creativity
hooray for love, life, and music
=]