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I thought that I would be happy if I never saw spaghetti again in my life, but now I want to be back in the art room so bad. I wish that I could afford to buy some Plaster of Paris and 80 lbs of spaghetti and had a friend that would get naked. My hands arent blue and that makes me grumpy. And I have to be able to afford a studio if I wanted to do that. And more importantly have the time. When I was focused in my art it would consume me. I would spend hours in the art room a day and thats just not realistic here. I want to do so much, but there is not enough hours in the day.
I want to hang out with Bob and Sally some more. They are amazing people and theyre my "Seattle parents." Im hanging out with them for Thanksgiving. We are going to their other house in the country and chillaxing. Hopefully there will be tons of snow. It was a nice break from City Year.
Boy Drama. Well not really. One girl is just a bitch. I met a guy. I introduced girl to guy. Girl talked so much that I got pushed aside. Girl went out with guy. Guy slept over. Girl likes guy. Girl told me that I shouldnt hang out with guy because she didnt want me to get played. Girl is a bitch.
Im also sick.
My life isnt horrbile like Im making it sound. I actually love it and I find it fantastic. But I just wish I had a friend outside of City Year. Im not really bonding with people because I dont want to. They are amazing people and all but I jsut would rather not be social. I just want to snuggle with someone and have him take care of me when Im sick. And it would be nice if he was smart and attartive. *sigh*
I lurve being angsty.
I want to hang out with Bob and Sally some more. They are amazing people and theyre my "Seattle parents." Im hanging out with them for Thanksgiving. We are going to their other house in the country and chillaxing. Hopefully there will be tons of snow. It was a nice break from City Year.
Boy Drama. Well not really. One girl is just a bitch. I met a guy. I introduced girl to guy. Girl talked so much that I got pushed aside. Girl went out with guy. Guy slept over. Girl likes guy. Girl told me that I shouldnt hang out with guy because she didnt want me to get played. Girl is a bitch.
Im also sick.
My life isnt horrbile like Im making it sound. I actually love it and I find it fantastic. But I just wish I had a friend outside of City Year. Im not really bonding with people because I dont want to. They are amazing people and all but I jsut would rather not be social. I just want to snuggle with someone and have him take care of me when Im sick. And it would be nice if he was smart and attartive. *sigh*
I lurve being angsty.