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[makenoise]

i'm trying to keep in touch with the people i used to work with, my parents, my old friends (both former jersey friends and people who are contacting me from high school) and not only is it fairly exhausting for someone who is not very social by nature, but it's also difficult since there's really not much to update people on. i moved to nyc about two months ago, but i have enough money saved up so i haven't needed to get a job yet, so sometimes it can feel like my life is sort of on hold. i've been working on stuff for my band, which is almost like having a job, since every day i'm writing lyrics, composing music, recording, and doing marketing stuff (getting band photos taken, writing a press kit, designing graphics) all at the same time. it's tiring, but also a lot of fun.

even though there's not much to update people on, there has been a lot going on emotionally lately. i've been thinking about how back in high school i would play music and dream about being a musician, then how i went through all those years of college while putting my music on hold while i studied and such, but now i'm finally living out my dream, day by day, and it's wonderful. i have to at least get a part-time job sometime to pay for music-stuff, but other than that, i'm free to make my life whatever i want it to be--to go wherever i want to go. i live in a city of infinite possibilities and i have so many opportunities to do exactly what i love.

here's links to my stuff, if you want to check it out:
virb/windandwaves
myspace/windandwaves