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i went and saw my probation officer today and found out i can get off probation way earlier than i thought. i have to get an "evaluation" and then depending on how many screens they give me, if any. determines how many months i'll have to be paying for supervision fees. but i dont smoke weed or pop pills, i dont do coke, i drink on the weekends and i barely smoke cigarretes and i'd consider myself a real respectable guy with good intentions. im not some druggy who's in need of intervention. but we shall see...
i found out i can get my license by taking care of a few things, thats good. i thought they might revoke it for a lil bit.
but i seriously have to mind my P's and Q's cuz i know theyre waitin n watchin for me. wantin me to fuck up and VOP. ive VOP'd every other proby so im gonna be super careful to make sure i get through this with no problems. i thought VOP was a felony but i asked my proby officer and he said its not. so i can apply for a passport and go to germany once im off proby and have some money. thats cool...
ive been learning the guitar, ive tried learning a bunch of times but i always just stop but this time im serious, ive got the guitar "bug" i wanna play it all the time but my fingers hurt so bad i can hardly hold the strings down, so i can only play for so long every day. but i can play the blues now, im learning redemption song and ive learned "walk away" by Ben Harper. i just need to practice singing and playing at the same time. ive also been practicing the harmonica. id play my drums more but theyre at jakes and i wanna play my keyboard but i dont have the adapter. and i think pappy's buying an acoustic bass, and i write everyday... so then i'd have all the things i need to make some music.
i saw indiana jones in the theatre today, it was pretty damn good. i dug it.
earlier i was laying in bed thinking about the old days, the good, the bad, and all that.
towards the end of me and kaleighs relationship i went off the deep end, i dunno, i dont know why i called all my friends names that night. i damn sure didnt mean it, and i damn sure never treated them like what i called them. i may have said some fucked up shit but i truly never meant it. what an explosive relationship we had...yikes. ..we were young and dumb.. i only wish i had the knowledge i have now, back then. i couldve handled it alot differently. aside from all that ive got some really great memories.
jasons house, ozzfest, hundreds of concerts, beachtrips, mushroom trips, acid trips. parties.
jamies upstairs apartment, i was like the human rolling machine, somebody shouldve gave me a time card to clock in and out. i would really like to know how many pounds of weed went thought that apartment.
the house danny and jamie got, jammin out over the summer, more mushhroom trips. everyone was always hanging out and gettin into shit and it was a really crazy time. and im sure all those drugs didnt help me much.
i really need to buckle down and get my life in order.
go back to school
put all this trouble behind me
ive worked long and hard to become the man i am today physically, emotionally, spiritually. and all in all im pretty happy with myself.
but now i need to work on making a life for myself.
in 3 months it'll be 7 years till im 30 and by then i want to have a son. i really dont wanna be an old father. maybe settling down by 27-28 is good, that gives me 5 years to get my shit straight lol...
i found out i can get my license by taking care of a few things, thats good. i thought they might revoke it for a lil bit.
but i seriously have to mind my P's and Q's cuz i know theyre waitin n watchin for me. wantin me to fuck up and VOP. ive VOP'd every other proby so im gonna be super careful to make sure i get through this with no problems. i thought VOP was a felony but i asked my proby officer and he said its not. so i can apply for a passport and go to germany once im off proby and have some money. thats cool...
ive been learning the guitar, ive tried learning a bunch of times but i always just stop but this time im serious, ive got the guitar "bug" i wanna play it all the time but my fingers hurt so bad i can hardly hold the strings down, so i can only play for so long every day. but i can play the blues now, im learning redemption song and ive learned "walk away" by Ben Harper. i just need to practice singing and playing at the same time. ive also been practicing the harmonica. id play my drums more but theyre at jakes and i wanna play my keyboard but i dont have the adapter. and i think pappy's buying an acoustic bass, and i write everyday... so then i'd have all the things i need to make some music.
i saw indiana jones in the theatre today, it was pretty damn good. i dug it.
earlier i was laying in bed thinking about the old days, the good, the bad, and all that.
towards the end of me and kaleighs relationship i went off the deep end, i dunno, i dont know why i called all my friends names that night. i damn sure didnt mean it, and i damn sure never treated them like what i called them. i may have said some fucked up shit but i truly never meant it. what an explosive relationship we had...yikes. ..we were young and dumb.. i only wish i had the knowledge i have now, back then. i couldve handled it alot differently. aside from all that ive got some really great memories.
jasons house, ozzfest, hundreds of concerts, beachtrips, mushroom trips, acid trips. parties.
jamies upstairs apartment, i was like the human rolling machine, somebody shouldve gave me a time card to clock in and out. i would really like to know how many pounds of weed went thought that apartment.
the house danny and jamie got, jammin out over the summer, more mushhroom trips. everyone was always hanging out and gettin into shit and it was a really crazy time. and im sure all those drugs didnt help me much.
i really need to buckle down and get my life in order.
go back to school
put all this trouble behind me
ive worked long and hard to become the man i am today physically, emotionally, spiritually. and all in all im pretty happy with myself.
but now i need to work on making a life for myself.
in 3 months it'll be 7 years till im 30 and by then i want to have a son. i really dont wanna be an old father. maybe settling down by 27-28 is good, that gives me 5 years to get my shit straight lol...