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Surely my bitterness is inherent. Some would say.
I now know, my one mistake, as I have made this same mistake twice before. My personal rule of thumb has always been this: "Be careful how much you care for someone."
Because there are consequenses.
You show so much of yourself to someone, and for the life of you never understand why. You have never shown someone so much. Why did you do that?
Maybe you saw something. There was something radiant about this person. Something that you had seen in no one else. Something that made sense. Some kind of balance in turmoil. A real work of art.
Forget about it.
As before, your just a good friend, and this is the way that is must be. Sure.
Excuse my bitterness. My callowness. My words are not intended to be harsh. They are intended to remind me of what I am to myself, and what I am to so many others.
This is most likely my last livejournal entry.
makes sense right?
I now know, my one mistake, as I have made this same mistake twice before. My personal rule of thumb has always been this: "Be careful how much you care for someone."
Because there are consequenses.
You show so much of yourself to someone, and for the life of you never understand why. You have never shown someone so much. Why did you do that?
Maybe you saw something. There was something radiant about this person. Something that you had seen in no one else. Something that made sense. Some kind of balance in turmoil. A real work of art.
Forget about it.
As before, your just a good friend, and this is the way that is must be. Sure.
Excuse my bitterness. My callowness. My words are not intended to be harsh. They are intended to remind me of what I am to myself, and what I am to so many others.
This is most likely my last livejournal entry.
makes sense right?